cecilfienkelstien wrote:
VMSmith wrote:
being at youth group and being able to rant about queer rights in lebanon. the recent stuff has made me so angry i needed to get it off my chest.
also finalising a day where me and my partner in class can work on our assignment. apparently he thought i was a muslim. this makes me happy because he still talked to me even though he thought i was which means he is not a racist. my last friend didn't like muslims and i had to dump her so this makes me happy. not that i'm friends with this guy. i dont know if i can deal with friends anymore.
i also went to the teachers federation library today for the first time and the librarian was really nice and helpful. she helped me research and printed off resources and offered more help and offered to mail me some more. it was really nice. it reminded me of how things were before libraries introduced technology to replace the workers and made them less personnal than they were. she checked my books out and stamped them. i havent had a librarian do that for me in a long, long time. you can never replace a worker. machines are no substitute.
I love the old time libraries! I'm going to the university library today.
hope you had fun. libraries are made more welcoming by the librarians. i hadnt realised the extent of this till i went to the machine-less library and remembered what it was like before.
my comrade is sick of living here and wants to move. this doesnt make me happy, in fact i am a little worried but at the same time a little happy and excited because she asked if i would mind coming with her. it's just nice knowing she doesnt hate living with me and that she would ask me is nice. i love the place im in though. dont really want to move and if i do i will be a little upset but i think that its not just that i hate change, its not just the place im in right now that i love to bits, or that this was my first real home and thats how i will always remember it but its actually my comrade that helped make this home and helped me leave the place i lived before and it would disturb me more if she left and i didnt. otherwise i would be living in a house with people i dont know. i'd still like it but it wouldnt be the same. but none of this is decided yet. we're just looking.