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a lot

the stinking hot weather is still here I wish it would go away.

comrade/housemate told me how moving out went. the other tenant was told we were leaving because of the bedbugs and she decided to move out as a result. she also decided to not pay rent and not pay the bills and wants all her bond back. this has left us all with more financial pressure to deal with. not only that but the bedbugs were partly her fault because she knew she had them for months, when my comrade found out she got her pesticide but she didn't use it and the problem just got worse till comrade found a few in her room. the other tenant thought of comrade as her landlord and used it to excuse her behaviour and also the fact that in all the time she lived there she never cleaned a single thing. when she left she was also supposed to clean because those are the rules but she didn't. this is upsetting. and comrade had to deal with this on her own.

My lazy as* sister was ranting at me and getting mad because she had to wait two hours for her sheets to dry and I used the ones she had. (I've been sleeping on a bare mattress for two days and haven't complained once. I think two hours is nothing.)

She is also acting all sick over a tummyache, and I've been going to school with an off and on cold for the last two months.

And she then has the gall to say I stole her clothes, when I calmly told her that they were on the couch in the loft WHERE SHE HAD LEFT THEM.

Oh, and apparently I'm doing horribly in school and have no chance to graduate. I'm also lazy and don't do what I'm told, according to her. (I still get money for helping out around the house, I'm taking AP level classes, I have three extra credits at my disposal, and she was just punished last night for not doing any of her easy as f*** chores.)



She's for sale. Who wants a bratty sister with a superiority complex?

I probably got three hours of sleep last night.

For several weeks, I've been waking up between 3:30 and 4am every morning. When I wake up I'm always aware that I have plenty of time left to sleep and I get to joyfully burrow back down into my covers but it does mean that I'm short at least an hour every night, so my sleep debt gets steeper as the week goes on. I've been thinking it was because of my alcohol intake (red wine at night, not totally helpful for sleep) or that my downstairs or next door neighbor gets up at that time and I'm hearing their alarm? Today at work, a coworker suggested that it might be menopause...
COUGH. um... sigh.
I don't think that's what it is, I'm 36 (I'm tempted to say ONLY but I guess that's just wishful thinking).
Stupid mortality! Now I have to think about how I'm probably at least half way done with my life. Also, I like you Unintentionally-Mean-Coworker but stop bringing me down!

no money

I didn't get paid for work today.

Another day almost completely wasted.

Depression + lethargy = useless lump.

I bit myself while eating. It's hurting and likely to develop into an ulcer. I recently keep doing it.

the adjustments the disability unit gave me were great but one of my education lecturers thinks one part might be problematic. the part where there are allowances for missed classes. it's not like i intend to miss them- i just might be a touch late. i hate the lecturer already. she complained about me missing my first lecture. seriously, what lecturer takes the role? at the fist lectur. and it's not like she knows it is a perennial problem. i try my hardest to be at lectures.

I have the aches today

going back to work

Bought food, forgot to eat it... again.

we had to unexpectedly have lunch with relatives i don't even remember.
also, having to drive to my grandma's house