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ImAnAspie
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23 Aug 2015, 1:22 pm

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I'm ...


Tired;
Pissed;
3:48am tired;
Gotta go to work in a few hours;
Ripped off by my ex;
cheated;
sick of life;
anything else that pisses you off, I've got going on in life!

I've some how managed to be pissed off left right and center by everyone I know.

The only one who's not pissed off at me all the time is my kitten, and even he, now and again wants to eat me dead!


What the HELL have I done with my life??????????????



Aspies in Australia are disadvantaged because:

I'm having a HUGE amount of trouble functioning on my own and no one seems to care, want to help or take my condition seriously.

If they lived my Aspie life for a week, then they'd see how hard done by I am but no one's compassionate enough to see things from my point of view.

I've not even been able to afford toilet paper, let alone food in the last few months.

But I ALWAYS make sure my little kitty boy is well provided for.

I look after him better than I look after myself.

I don't look after myself real' well. But then, like everyone else, I don't care for me very much.
But I need to stay alive for my kitten. Without me, he's dead too.



He is truly now, the only reason I stay alive. I have nothing else to live for. Only my kittycat.
If it wasn't for him, I'd be gone! Perhaps, getting him was a Godsent!


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23 Aug 2015, 1:25 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
I'm ...


Tired;
Pissed;
3:48am tired;
Gotta go to work in a few hours;
Ripped off by my ex;
cheated;
sick of life;
anything else that pisses you off, I've got going on in life!

I've some how managed to be pissed off left right and center by everyone I know.

The only one who's not pissed off at me all the time is my kitten, and even he, now and again wants to eat me dead!


What the HELL have I done with my life??????????????



Aspies in Australia are disadvantaged because:

I'm having a HUGE amount of trouble functioning on my own and no one seems to care, want to help or take my condition seriously.

If they lived my Aspie life for a week, then they'd see how hard done by I am but no one's compassionate enough to see things from my point of view.

I've not even been able to afford toilet paper, let alone food in the last few months.

But I ALWAYS make sure my little kitty boy is well provided for.

I look after him better than I look after myself.

I don't look after myself real' well. But then, like everyone else, I don't care for me very much.
But I need to stay alive for my kitten. Without me, he's dead too.



He is truly now, the only reason I stay alive. I have nothing else to live for. Only my kittycat.
If it wasn't for him, I'd be gone! Perhaps, getting him was a Godsent!



I still want to go though!


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Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 60 of 200

Formally diagnosed in 2007.

Learn the simple joy of being satisfied with little, rather than always wanting more.



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23 Aug 2015, 1:34 pm

Sitting here rocking (backwards and forwards) in-front of my keyboard!

Stimming is SO ENJOYABLE!

I'm also a 'wolf biter' and my fingers are a DISASTER but it makes me happy at least!


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23 Aug 2015, 1:35 pm

I threw a rock on the ground... and found a pound of sound... and was put under ground... where no one found... and then I drowned... and everyone frowned... and there's no one around... I am downed... Owned.

Unleashing nightmares... everyone scares... everyone dares... everyone stares... Ares.

Walking Dead... still alive... dead in the head... poison that lies... like you're in bed... filled with dread... Ead. Lie. Medley.

Twenty Third... a gust of nerds... the sound of birds... to destroy the turds... remove the words... don't use swords... ORDS. (Office of Rehabilitation and Disability Studies) (Opinion Research Data Services)

........



Rob Schneider derp de derp. Derp de derpity derpy derp. Until one day, the derpa derpa derpaderp. Derp de derp. Da teedily dumb. From the creators of Der, and Tum Ta Tittaly Tum Ta Too, Rob Schneider is Da Derp Dee Derp Da Teetley Derpee Derpee Dumb. Rated PG-13.

.............

My black cat is the only living thing that makes me smile.

If anyone is feeling depressed, I wish them the best!
To those that are not depressed, I'm not at all impressed!

...........................

(Guh... What the hell am I doing here... always making a fool of myself...)



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23 Aug 2015, 1:56 pm

I've been a 'wolf biter' since I can remember.

I can't remember a time when I didn't do it. I've done it since I was a kid.
Needless to say, my fingers are a bloodbath!

I eat the skin I bite off.
It's most enjoyable. I like picking the skin. It clicks and when I get a huge chunk of flesh off of my fingers, the texture between my teeth when I eat it, feels sooooo good!

I'm a Wolf Biter! Always have been! Always will be!


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23 Aug 2015, 2:00 pm

I have never bitten a wolf.

I can't stand having fur in my mouth for a kick off.

Plus I can't remember a time when I have actually come in to contact with a real life wolf.

However, I am also a 'wolf biter'.


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23 Aug 2015, 2:08 pm

Hello babybird. Long time no hear.
Have you found your whistle yet?

P.S.
Hello fellow Wolf Biter


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23 Aug 2015, 2:12 pm

Hi there, yes long time no hear.

It's a wolf whistle.

No I haven't found it.

Thanks for asking. :)


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23 Aug 2015, 2:13 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:
I've been a 'wolf biter' since I can remember.

I can't remember a time when I didn't do it. I've done it since I was a kid.
Needless to say, my fingers are a bloodbath!

I eat the skin I bite off.
It's most enjoyable. I like picking the skin. It clicks and when I get a huge chunk of flesh off of my fingers, the texture between my teeth when I eat it, feels sooooo good!

I'm a Wolf Biter! Always have been! Always will be!


I used to bite my inner thumb and tear the outermost layer of skin off, but it never bled and never hurt.
I used to bite my arms, and I don't think it bled usually, but it left marks for awhile.

I enjoy bleeding, however.
I broke a bone once, and it didn't hurt.

I feel happy when I am sad under specific circumstances.
Anger and fear are the same animal.
Happiness is a high leading to a crash.



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23 Aug 2015, 2:25 pm

TheCoolStoryBro wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
I've been a 'wolf biter' since I can remember.

I can't remember a time when I didn't do it. I've done it since I was a kid.
Needless to say, my fingers are a bloodbath!

I eat the skin I bite off.
It's most enjoyable. I like picking the skin. It clicks and when I get a huge chunk of flesh off of my fingers, the texture between my teeth when I eat it, feels sooooo good!

I'm a Wolf Biter! Always have been! Always will be!


I used to bite my inner thumb and tear the outermost layer of skin off, but it never bled and never hurt.
I used to bite my arms, and I don't think it bled usually, but it left marks for awhile.

I enjoy bleeding, however.
I broke a bone once, and it didn't hurt.

I feel happy when I am sad under specific circumstances.
Anger and fear are the same animal.
Happiness is a high leading to a crash.


This is strange that I'm talking about it but I get a certain amount of gratitude from feeling sorry for myself. It's not that life isn't a s**t. It is and I hate living the way I do but I do enjoy feeling sorry for myself. I don't know why. Everyone (family) hates the way I am but I can't help it.


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23 Aug 2015, 2:29 pm

I'm pondering what directions to go. I'm at a crossroads. :chin:



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23 Aug 2015, 2:31 pm

I was looking for that 'itchy chin' emoticon the other day and I couldn't find it.


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23 Aug 2015, 2:45 pm

My life is filled with sadness


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23 Aug 2015, 2:49 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:
My life is filled with sadness

I only go on because I don't have the guts to end it.
I wish I did! Then all this sh!t would be over.
But who knows what we go to? NO ONE KNOWS!
Perhaps, this hell I've been living is far better than what's install for us ALL eventually.

I'll get there soon enough.


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23 Aug 2015, 2:54 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
My life is filled with sadness

I only go on because I don't have the guts to end it.
I wish I did! Then all this sh!t would be over.
But who knows what we go to? NO ONE KNOWS!
Perhaps, this hell I've been living is far better than what's install for us ALL eventually.

I'll get there soon enough.



I'm trying to do it with alcohol but it's taking a bloody long time.

Perhaps, I should just inject it.

Vodka straight into a vain. Would that kill me?

I don't even know where I could get a syringe.


Vodka into a vain. That sounds GOOD!


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23 Aug 2015, 2:54 pm

^^Why you feel so sad?^^


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