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05 Nov 2015, 10:40 am

:lol: A cinnamon roll?! :lol: How about 'we're on a roll'?


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05 Nov 2015, 10:53 am

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Oh... :cry: Is there some way the great Jedi Master Tifa can cheer you up or help you? :cry:


No I am stuck in this miserable existence...

Truth is I am not as bitter as I sound, I am just broken, depressed and nothing but weed gets me remotely happy but I am limited to how much I can smoke cause its illegal. I shouldn't be smoking any of it to be honest and even it doesn't make me as happy as it use to. I am -10 most days and when I smoke or drink than maybe I am a -5.

I just miss my friends, I cry everyday over it. They said they cared and they didn't, not a damn one of them did. I want to be angry but I am too depressed and I want to kill myself but I am too scared to do it. I just hate my existence,

Excuse me while I go make a post in the haven, this is not the place to vent about my miserable existence.

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Do a barrel roll! Do an aileron roll! Do a cinnamon roll! Do an honor roll!! Do a toilet paper roll!! ! DO AN "I AM TOO LAZY TO THINK OF ANOTHER ONE" ROLL!!!11


My whole life feels like a poorly executed barrel roll done by Slippy where he makes a valid attempt but slams into a wall.



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05 Nov 2015, 1:05 pm

The world is a nicer place without drugs, rly...



I think I'll actually go ahead and get my hair cut into shape.
I start to look like DevilKisses with the green hair, just that my hair is default color and messy. :roll:



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05 Nov 2015, 1:22 pm

Simply trying to be human..


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05 Nov 2015, 2:19 pm

i hope you are succeeding.


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05 Nov 2015, 2:53 pm

I try my best but, sometimes feel that I'm not doing as good as I should in literal terms.


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05 Nov 2015, 3:12 pm

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"I don't want to be had but I want to be wanted!"



Does that make sense to people?
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?


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05 Nov 2015, 3:25 pm

yes, it makes sense InAnAspie


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05 Nov 2015, 3:37 pm

it makes complete sense to me.

you feel that way?


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05 Nov 2015, 3:41 pm

that's weird having muscle spasms when I've not done anything..


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05 Nov 2015, 3:53 pm

I hate waking up every day. It's like being born again. Bright light and pain.



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05 Nov 2015, 4:03 pm

kazanscube wrote:
yes, it makes sense InAnAspie


Thank you


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05 Nov 2015, 4:06 pm

Kiprobalhato wrote:
it makes complete sense to me.

you feel that way?


Thank you and yes, Kip. I do feel that way.

I want to be alone but I don't want to be ignored in life/left out. I often think, "What's wrong with me? Why do other people want to socialize with each other but not me... despite the fact that I don't want to socialize anyway... but they don't know that"


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05 Nov 2015, 4:11 pm

your welcome ImAnAspie. Jory sir, if you don't mind me making the following inquiry what sort of work do you do?


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05 Nov 2015, 4:12 pm

What is important? (depressed me is speaking lolol I just realized)



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05 Nov 2015, 4:18 pm

Sometimes I wonder if there is anything known as part time self employment in that, I've often though of doing something in my spare time if I had the resources to carry it out might be able to actually make a career out of?


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