Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Redheaded kid running around and yelling. A bundle of energy.

My coffee isn't ready yet.

i have noticed that youtube has implemented a new storage saving tactic of not letting me prefetch a video more than 10% before i watch it.
i now mainly watch how fast the playback tab is gaining on the prefetch tab in videos when i should actually watch the videos.

i hate it when the playback bar overtakes the prefetch bar!! ! everything stops for about 30 seconds, and then you can only get about a minute of uninterrupted footage before it seizes again ! !! !! !! !! !!

in days gone by, i would choose the video i wanted to watch and pause it while i went and did something else, and when i got back i could watch it completely unhindered because it was fully buffered.

totally grrrrrrr

To add to this - my ex's birthday is soon so tonight he's been partying with my friends and I'm getting to see all this via their Facebook updates. I haven't seen any of my friends for months, even on the very rare occasions I get to see them I can't do anything fun with them due to lack of money and because I only ever get to see one at a time. It hurts that I don't have the money to have fun with them or the opportunity to have a party or go out nightclubbing regularly with my friends like my ex does with them, so the gap in our friendships are getting even greater, it feels like they're not my friends any more.

While my friends have a great time with each other partying on a Saturday night, I'm sitting here in my dressing gown after having had a bath, feeling ill as I've accidentally eaten something containing sucralose, and looking for something to do online as I'm bored out of my mind. I'm so unhappy with my life, I want a job and I want friends...

Last night I had an episode where I saw stars almost passed out and thought I was going to die right there in that tiny restroom.
It was terrifying man,

The movie theatre was the busiest I have seen it in a while.

My damn eyes are watering again for no reason. and its not even windy inside my house,

there would certainly be a reason your eyes are watering.

Would you like to tell me why it is happening then? I have no clue whats going on with my eyes but they are defintly acting a fool

no.

headache

Being yelled at by my mom.

I just feel like I can't catch a damn break with my health. I give up alcohol because I was basically told I was going to die, now I have a possible gallbladder problem. Can't I atleast enjoy snacks? Chocolate, Cookies, and Gummy Bears?! What in the world am I going to do to sooth this beast inside of me? My life is going to suck now! I'm not one of those people that wake up and love being alive so If I cant do things that make me feel good then what in the heck am I doing here on Earth?

Everything in moderation seems to work and be the answer but I'm defintly not a perfect human being.
If I see something that looks like chocolate cake I want to injest it!

so many assignments and one of them is due today and i need to beg for another extension but the disability unit is away and i'm screwed. the next 2-3 weeks are going to hurt.

Booking my university for next year.

Today I was in a training course and every couple of minutes for the entire day a guy on the other side of the room would snort snot back up his nose. It was doing my head in nd I had to restrain myself from screaming at him to get a f$@king tissue.

Tomorrow when I go back I am going to take him some tissues.