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12 Jan 2016, 9:08 pm

Maybe it's a 'specialist' cafe :lol:


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12 Jan 2016, 9:30 pm

The only thing I could benefit from having cold sensitivity so far, is that I recover faster from heat, and lesser need to cool off from disconfort. I only need a sip, everyone else need a whole glass.


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12 Jan 2016, 9:35 pm

I feel like some tea.
In my tardis teapot.


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12 Jan 2016, 10:20 pm

Raleigh wrote:
I noticed an improvement the first time I used it but after a couple of weeks they started getting really white.
I tried that oil pulling thing for a while but it just made me gag.
So now I pour a little oil on my toothbrush.
It actually cleans them really well.
I don't use anything else now.


Yeah, I tried the oil pulling thing too and it was really hard to do without gagging. I don't know how people do it for 20 minutes! I am fascinated to see if this whitens my teeth as well. Let the experiment begin!



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12 Jan 2016, 10:24 pm

Go for it!
I don't see how it can hurt to try.
I've read stuff online about it being bullsh*t but if it works for you it works for you.
Good luck.
Let me know how it goes.


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12 Jan 2016, 10:42 pm

Raleigh wrote:
Ok, you said you were only going to talk to one member here.
I was confused because I didn't know you were skyping etc.
And I didn't want to talk if I was going to upset you again.
Which I think I did.
Sorry.


No one has upset me other than myself, I just don't see things coming and I get socially blind sided like I said. What hurts me from people is when they skype me, text me, call me and tell me they care about me and will be friends with me no matter what and than they curse me out, stop talking to me, hold resentment towards me. I am fine with all three of those things but I just want people to be clear about their intentions, I get hurt otherwise. This is what happened at my last church, they told me they cared and than they yelled at me and said I use autism as an excuse. Honestly I believe it is what happened at my last church that is causing my problems recently, even though I haven't dealt with them in months, I can't deal with how things went. So when I get into an argument with my parents or I lose a friend like what happened this last weekend, I am reminded of what happened at church and can't cope.

I hope that makes sense...



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12 Jan 2016, 10:45 pm

Raleigh wrote:
Go for it!
I don't see how it can hurt to try.
I've read stuff online about it being bullsh*t but if it works for you it works for you.
Good luck.
Let me know how it goes.


Will do :)



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12 Jan 2016, 10:49 pm

dcj123 wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
Ok, you said you were only going to talk to one member here.
I was confused because I didn't know you were skyping etc.
And I didn't want to talk if I was going to upset you again.
Which I think I did.
Sorry.


No one has upset me other than myself, I just don't see things coming and I get socially blind sided like I said. What hurts me from people is when they skype me, text me, call me and tell me they care about me and will be friends with me no matter what and than they curse me out, stop talking to me, hold resentment towards me. I am fine with all three of those things but I just want people to be clear about their intentions, I get hurt otherwise. This is what happened at my last church, they told me they cared and than they yelled at me and said I use autism as an excuse. Honestly I believe it is what happened at my last church that is causing my problems recently, even though I haven't dealt with them in months, I can't deal with how things went. So when I get into an argument with my parents or I lose a friend like what happened this last weekend, I am reminded of what happened at church and can't cope.

I hope that makes sense...


Example of this post,

My pastor back in early September - Word per word via text
"You're already welcome back at church, you don't need to do anything to be accepted"

My pastor in late September - Adlib a bit from a verbal conversation
"You are the one with a problem, you act in unforgiveness and expect others to forgive you when in reality you use autism as an excuse to hurt my family"

Wow really well than f**k it all to hell,



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12 Jan 2016, 11:04 pm

My computer is starting to burn my leg.


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12 Jan 2016, 11:05 pm

I understand how a past hurt can be linked to people or places.
I get that.
There's still places I can't go without getting some weird kind of panic attack.
The sight of certain people makes my heart almost thump out of my chest for the wrong reasons.
If I allow myself to think of them I get the same reaction because my thoughts don't know it's only a thought and it sends the same physical response.
It's difficult to deal with that reaction.
My brain starts reliving all those negative connections.
And that makes them real.
When really, they're only thoughts.
But thoughts are powerful
Think an angry thought and I'll soon start clenching up.
Think a sad thought and I'll soon be choked up and crying.
I should be able to control my thoughts.
I'm tired of reliving everything like an endless rerun.
I'm sure I beat myself up 100 times more than anyone else ever has.
And my mind won't let go of the insults.
And it waves away the compliments.
But that's just me.


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13 Jan 2016, 12:19 am

Earlier tonight I had a brief phone interview with the manager of my local Starbucks and he wants me to come in for a face to face interview at 11:00 AM on Thursday. Any and all prayers would be greatly appreciated.



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13 Jan 2016, 12:27 am

^ Even if I pray to Satan?
Ok.


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13 Jan 2016, 1:38 am

And so if people sees me as some sort of an iron lady, they end up bewildered by the fact that my cheerful self would be a little curious girl who's high on sugar... :twisted: They would rather face the former. :lol:


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13 Jan 2016, 1:57 am

^ People see me as a soft, helpless lady but hahaha. Damn.
And I always thought that I need to expand my knowledge in English S-words.


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13 Jan 2016, 3:20 am

Suppose it's time to go back into the mountains and look for that cave.