Wouldn't it be awesome if they found a way to make me NT? Wow just imagine it, snow is forecasted - no panic attacks. I walk out in the street, no people stare at me like I've got two heads. I speak to people at work without an unconfident voice or expression.
Actually, scratch that. Wouldn't it be awesome if I was born NT? Still me, but being NT? A confident NT, not a shy miserable one. Going to school, having friends, not being the class goon, fitting in, having sleepovers, having more social confidence, being anxious about ordinary things, being accepted, causing my mum the normal stress what all mothers have and not extra stress what Aspies give their mums, always being invited out to parties as a young adult, no having to write any disabilities on application forms, having no stereotypes against me, not being obsessed with people and ending up stalking them or talking about them non-stop, going to bars with mates like everyone else in my family who is my age, not backing away from every man what asks me out, wanting to go shopping and having my hair done and knowing how to put make-up on, not getting terrible headaches and earaches when somebody walks in the room above me.....although these are all minor, they are still so awesome! Right now I'm going to go on the Sims, build my house as it is, make Sims version of my family who live in the same house as they are, but make myself into the person I would love to be, which is confident, happy, sociable, more clever, darker hair, green or brown eyes, a darker shade of skin, and a different name.
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