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17 Jan 2016, 11:08 pm

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Basic needs are a nuisance.
Breathing is a nuisance.


True....
but if they get us to see sights like this:
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it may be worth it.

I've seen enough.
Too much.


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17 Jan 2016, 11:12 pm

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I've seen enough.
Too much.


:( I am sorry



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17 Jan 2016, 11:14 pm

I'll go away now because I'm being a f*****g wet blanket.
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17 Jan 2016, 11:22 pm

^ Me too. Gotta sleep.
Stuff like below makes me want to suicide.
Shows that there is nothing there.
It's all hollow.
Bit of enjoyment? Please...

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I don't want to go back to work.
Ever.
What's the point?
To get money to live?
What's the point?


Raleigh

That is EXACTLY what I used to say.

We go to work to earn the money to pay for us to go to work - to earn the money to pay for us to go to work (repeater).

I got through my depression and although I haven't really done that much else with my life since getting out of that state, the secret is to throw a bit of enjoyment into your life.

Go on a holiday. Go on a road trip. Do something you haven't done in a long time - something you live.

Put some zest back into your life.

Change what's making you upset. Install something (into your life) that makes you happy. Do something different!



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17 Jan 2016, 11:23 pm

^ Life is wonderful!
Always remember that.


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17 Jan 2016, 11:24 pm

I came back just to tell you that.


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17 Jan 2016, 11:26 pm

And don't listen to me because I'm just freaking out that I have to start work in another city and my autistic brain says quitting work is better than any type of change because that's f*****g scary.


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17 Jan 2016, 11:28 pm

You're gonna be okay..((((Raleigh))))


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17 Jan 2016, 11:31 pm

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^Yeah the world's got a pest control problem....I'd take Titan instead. :P


NO WAY - Ganymede! Ganymede rocks! (pardon the old pun)


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17 Jan 2016, 11:34 pm

^ Yeah it is pretty terrifying. I'm in the process as well. I've been pretty broken in that department since last fall when I walked off my locksmith job at the university without notice. Now I'm home because of my anxiety issues that ultimately got me dismissed from university for the semester in December. I'm turning in an application tomorrow to work at the cities public library. I don't know how I've managed to stay in high spirits so far. Here's to both of us finding our way.



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17 Jan 2016, 11:37 pm

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Dead Space marker


Thanks! :D


Is that sarcasm or did you mean it?

Did I spoil something?


No I wasn't being sarcastic. (That's why I used the smiley face :D )


:D


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17 Jan 2016, 11:41 pm

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I'm just freaking out that I have to start work in another city and my autistic brain says quitting work is better than any type of change because that's f*****g scary.


I understand. I've turned down good jobs that I shouldn't have (when I didn't even like my current job), just because I couldn't handle the change. Last year I begged and pleaded to be allowed to keep my broken down car...because change = meltdowns galore. Anyways, you get the idea.

Edit: to add biggest/stupidest one of all: staying with my a**hole boyfriend because change sucks.



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17 Jan 2016, 11:42 pm

Earthling wrote:
^ Me too. Gotta sleep.
Stuff like below makes me want to suicide.
Shows that there is nothing there.
It's all hollow.
Bit of enjoyment? Please...
ImAnAspie wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
I don't want to go back to work.
Ever.
What's the point?
To get money to live?
What's the point?


Raleigh

That is EXACTLY what I used to say.

We go to work to earn the money to pay for us to go to work - to earn the money to pay for us to go to work (repeater).

I got through my depression and although I haven't really done that much else with my life since getting out of that state, the secret is to throw a bit of enjoyment into your life.

Go on a holiday. Go on a road trip. Do something you haven't done in a long time - something you live.

Put some zest back into your life.

Change what's making you upset. Install something (into your life) that makes you happy. Do something different!


Sorry for trying to cheer you up.

Next time, I'll play dirges and "music to commit suicide by" for you!


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17 Jan 2016, 11:47 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:
Earthling wrote:
^ Me too. Gotta sleep.
Stuff like below makes me want to suicide.
Shows that there is nothing there.
It's all hollow.
Bit of enjoyment? Please...
ImAnAspie wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
I don't want to go back to work.
Ever.
What's the point?
To get money to live?
What's the point?


Raleigh

That is EXACTLY what I used to say.

We go to work to earn the money to pay for us to go to work - to earn the money to pay for us to go to work (repeater).

I got through my depression and although I haven't really done that much else with my life since getting out of that state, the secret is to throw a bit of enjoyment into your life.

Go on a holiday. Go on a road trip. Do something you haven't done in a long time - something you live.

Put some zest back into your life.

Change what's making you upset. Install something (into your life) that makes you happy. Do something different!


Sorry for trying to cheer you up.

Next time, I'll play dirges and "music to commit suicide by" for you!

That's very considerate of you Steve, but I already have the albums "12 Songs To Slit Your Wrists To" and "Suicide Season".


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17 Jan 2016, 11:52 pm

Raleigh wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
Earthling wrote:
^ Me too. Gotta sleep.
Stuff like below makes me want to suicide.
Shows that there is nothing there.
It's all hollow.
Bit of enjoyment? Please...
ImAnAspie wrote:
Raleigh wrote:
I don't want to go back to work.
Ever.
What's the point?
To get money to live?
What's the point?


Raleigh

That is EXACTLY what I used to say.

We go to work to earn the money to pay for us to go to work - to earn the money to pay for us to go to work (repeater).

I got through my depression and although I haven't really done that much else with my life since getting out of that state, the secret is to throw a bit of enjoyment into your life.

Go on a holiday. Go on a road trip. Do something you haven't done in a long time - something you live.

Put some zest back into your life.

Change what's making you upset. Install something (into your life) that makes you happy. Do something different!


Sorry for trying to cheer you up.

Next time, I'll play dirges and "music to commit suicide by" for you!

That's very considerate of you Steve, but I already have the albums "12 Songs To Slit Your Wrists To" and "Suicide Season".


LOL - I was only trying to be helpful and cheerful.

Don't be too quick to go. You have no idea where you're going and it may be a zillion times worse than here.

At least this place is put-upable.

Don't be too hasty wanting to jump out of the frying pan because you may just end up in the fire - FOREVER!


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17 Jan 2016, 11:54 pm

AuroraBorealisGazer wrote:
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I'm just freaking out that I have to start work in another city and my autistic brain says quitting work is better than any type of change because that's f*****g scary.


I understand. I've turned down good jobs that I shouldn't have (when I didn't even like my current job), just because I couldn't handle the change. Last year I begged and pleaded to be allowed to keep my broken down car...because change = meltdowns galore. Anyways, you get the idea.

Edit: to add biggest/stupidest one of all: staying with my as*hole boyfriend because change sucks.

Yeah, I think I'm having a mega meltdown.

Staying with an a**hole boyfriend is exactly what I would do too.
Better the a**hole you know than the one you don't.
Actually, my partner is only assholic occasionally.


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