Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My head is pounding.

Could be Bubonic Plague.

Some stupid woman known as my tutor is forcing me to enroll into some summer programs just because she wants me to make friends and socialize more. My mom needs to do it because my tutor will ask for evidence that I'm doing something. Why can't she understand that I don't want to do it?!??!?!?!?!??! f**k THIS TUTOR OF MINE!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! I HATE HER!! !! !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !

Well, I'm still pissed.

I have a headache so bad, I can barely focus my eyes. And I spent most of the day nauseous.

*Sighs with relief* Death bringeth.

The imminent death of my laptop. Upgrade hell!

cecilfienkelstien:

i know how that feels. hope it went okay.
a relative of mine started posting really racist stuff about palestinians and syrians on facebook telling them to get out of the country and blaming them for its sorry state. she compared people telling her that this is racist to those who think that fighting homophobia means making heterosexuals sleep with the same sex. i'd hoped she'd be different from the ones i knew but no.

it went okay. They still mademe feel like crap.
My mother is making me angry. She is invading my space.

My boyfriend is still in Louisiana and I miss him so much sometimes it makes me cry. It's hard to be here without him, even though my mom is visiting so I won't be alone, it's still difficult for me. I'm not sure I'll ever get used to living in the city, having him around makes it more bearable. At least he'll be back next Tuesday. I just wish I was a little less depressed so I could handle this better.

Family drama.

The fact that I had to take a different way home and somehow got myself lost.

My art on my new app keeps exporting upside down. It's rather annoying.

housemates want to have a talk about cleaning. i know i haven't done it in months. i've been leaving my dishes in the sink or my room so nobody sees them til i have time to do them. its stressing me out. i know its my fault but i really cant help this. i've had so much uni work i just want it over. i cant manage this. i hate my life. i hate the stress. i hate people i hate people who want me just because i'm their toy and think i exist for their pleasure only and i hate people who think they're so much better than me and i hate that i just break down all the time now and i hate my teachers and i hate everything and #$%^ everyone and everything that ever existed.

Dad helped me put up my blinds today. The first one took over 2 hours to put up between dad having to drive back home (2 times) to pick up a needed tool to having trouble getting one of the blind cords to budge when it was finally mounted. We had to take out the window pane and saw off a redundant piece of aluminum that was just sitting there like a tonsil and in the way of us mounting the blind properly. The second blind took 20 minutes to put up in comparison. Then to top it off the blinds ended up being two totally different shades of white! I hope the darker one fades to the same colour. I hope.

My family.

^ Seems to be a recurring theme in this topic.