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06 Feb 2016, 7:03 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:

I think about ending it sometimes BUT PEOPLE - PLEASE hear me.

The carnage you leave behind for your loved ones to have to suffer for years after. If you love them, don't PLEASE do'n do that to yourself!

Besides, as I've always said, You have NO IDEA where you're going. It may be a trillion times worse than here!

Yeah I know, it is what it is, its inevitable for me even if I don't mean to because of my addictions, they can only resurrect you from overdosing so many times.

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06 Feb 2016, 7:05 pm

AuroraBorealisGazer wrote:

ImAnAspie wrote:

I think about ending it sometimes BUT PEOPLE - PLEASE hear me.

The carnage you leave behind for your loved ones to have to suffer for years after. If you love them, don't PLEASE do'n do that to yourself!

Besides, as I've always said, You have NO IDEA where you're going. It may be a trillion times worse than here!

Yes, exactly. Apart from not wanting to leave my cat alone without a human, I wouldn't want to die only to end up in what could be an awful hell dimension. The worst would be if it were a never ending void of darkness. Or it could be a dimension made entirely of shrimp....or one where there aren't any shrimp at all!

LOL - true!

Better the devil you know.

Best not jump out of the frying pan because you may just wind up in the fire!

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06 Feb 2016, 7:07 pm

dcj123 wrote:

ImAnAspie wrote:

Yeah I know, it is what it is, its inevitable for me even if I don't mean to because of my addictions, they can only resurrect you from overdosing so many times.

I meant to find you that story about a guy who overdosed and died. I'll see if I can dig it up now.

Please dcj123, take it easy.

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06 Feb 2016, 7:09 pm

dig it up now - LOL - No pun intended. He lived but it was the tale he told of his near death experience that stuck in my mind all these years.

I'll try to find it.

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06 Feb 2016, 7:09 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:

I meant to find you that story about a guy who overdosed and died. I'll see if I can dig it up now.

Please dcj123, take it easy.

Yeah don't worry about, I don't mean to burden you with my problems. We can change the topic, its awful dark in here

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06 Feb 2016, 7:10 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:

LOL - true!

Better the devil you know.

Best not jump out of the frying pan because you may just wind up in the fire!

Yeah, I won't even go to a hotel until I've fully vetted it, so until the afterlife gets a Tripadvisor page, I'm not interested.

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06 Feb 2016, 7:12 pm

However, I will say my liver enzymes are very high and I have liver damage and my heart has an irregular heart beat from drug use and they do an EKG on me regularly.

Yeah... sucks...

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06 Feb 2016, 7:14 pm

I can tell you that my dad's suicide hurts just as much now as it did then.
I don't think I'll ever get over it.
Because it makes no sense.
I don't know the reason.
I don't know if I could have helped.
I'll never know.
That's what makes it so painful.

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06 Feb 2016, 7:14 pm

dcj123 wrote:

ImAnAspie wrote:

I meant to find you that story about a guy who overdosed and died. I'll see if I can dig it up now.

Please dcj123, take it easy.

Yeah don't worry about, I don't mean to burden you with my problems. We can change the topic, its awful dark in here

Nah, that's fine. You're no burden. You're a fellow human but I do feel you need help and someone to talk to. I'm here for you. You can PM me any time of the day and night. I don't sleep much. Depending on what I'm doing, I'll usually respond within a few minutes.

Honestly, if you ever need to talk, I'm here!

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06 Feb 2016, 7:16 pm

Someone post something funny before I break down completely.

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06 Feb 2016, 7:18 pm