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What annoys me most is I know this stuff is real, despite how sceptical I was when I was young and that I have a very scientific mind.

I've witnessed too much 'weird' stuff in my life for it to be just put down to coincidence or explained in any normal, rational way - But I just can't prove it.

^When I was young, an invisible cat decided to follow me around. I could sense that she was there, but no one really believed me.

You know I would take one or two hits off the other joint right now but I guess thats a bad idea, I deal with my parents in a few hours and while I know they don't care about the act, they will come unglued over the illegal aspect of it and I don't want deal with that. Besides, I paid $20 for a 1/8 and its good quality so I had a hell of a deal. Assuming my dealer doesn't smoke my weed in their possession which I wasn't born yesterday I know they will do, than I should make this $20 last all month long. I told my dealer they can smoke, but I told them to keep it to a minimum. Hell I smoked my friend in college weed when she was in the bathroom, as long as they do like I used to when I stole weed and leave most of the bigger pieces than I am fine. Also this joint should last me a week, I have no tolerance since my intermission and I only need a hit at best.

My Dad died 3 weeks before I was born and my Mother, Sister and I saw and felt stuff in our old house that we just knew was him. It never felt threatening - although it did scare the beJesus out of my sister's boyfriend at the time. He saw it too.

I've had people here in this house. Old friends who won't come back any more because they "saw something". They wouldn't tell me what they saw but I know them and I know, whatever they saw, scared the crap out of them - and they haven't been back since.

Wait I am confused, I thought you believe there is nothing after death? You said something to that effect over the near death experiences, now you believe in ghost? Which one is it?

The scientist in me believes there is nothing - but I've experienced a lot of stuff I can't explain. It's a dichotomy. My dilemma.

One part of me says it can't be real. The other part says "I SAW that"

My theories on the afterlife or no afterlife are purely my ponderings of what happens to us when we die.

But my experiences don't make sense but I've experienced them none the less.

I'm just as clueless as to what I believe as everyone else and just as clueless to the truth as everyone else.

Make sense?

I want to believe but I don't - and I don't even know what I saw was real - but it sure seems real. I know what I've experienced - but it just doesn't make sense to me - even though I know all this stuff has happened.

Go figure!

I could tell you about stuff that I've personally experienced throughout my life, stuff my Mum has experienced and stuff I've witnessed my Mum experience (and she's a straight shooter - never lies - totally HONEST).

Not ghosty stuff. Just weird, inexplicable stuff. Stuff that can't be explained by coincidence.

I'm not lying!! ! You can try and catch me out as much as you want on this but I always, ALWAYS tell the truth. It's real!
Just check out my previous posts and ask me anything you want about what I've written because it's all true. I don't lie. And I'll be able to answer you in a heartbeat because it's all true. My life is an open book. I have nothing to hide - and I don't hide anything.

I can't explain everything. All I know is what I've witnessed and it's all true.

I don't think you're lying.

By the way: we're getting snow AGAIN!

They're talking about over 20 cms in some eastern parts of the NY Metro area.

Yeah I am honest to a fault, I list all my problems. Which actually I don't really have any except the drugs.

Which is solved for now since I am on weed but I either get spooked and quit again or worse get caught.

I'm cold. Brr.

Yeah, Kraftie's on. How ya doin' good buddy?

Snow - WOW. I wish we could have some of your snow.

I did not realize Boston was on the Atlantic, I saw that when I googled you guys weather. I thought it on one of the great lakes, I fail at geography.

I'm daydreaming again...during class.

Kraftie's not in Boston

My American friends are coming alive again. The advantages of not sleeping. It's 3:56AM here and I've got work in about 4 hours.