dcj123 wrote:
ImAnAspie wrote:
Unless you're a complete monster, why wouldn't/shouldn't you love yourself.
Why do people reject themselves?
This is why I am officially not doing any other drug or drinking alcohol ever again and am just going to be a stoner indefinitely. Weed is who I am and I am just going to use it cause I am miserable trying to be anything but me. Substituting weed with other drugs just makes me more miserable and an idiot to be honest.
Honestly in the grand scheme of things nothing that bad can happen from it cause if I get caught and evicted, I'll just move homeless to Colorado cause I built everything I have from homelessness and I know I can do it again. I don't want to get evicted but I would rather be me and live free than try and be something I am not.
Colorado's only marijuana-friendly on paper dude. Also, I've reached a very direct understanding of the risks living here & so I do all I can to stick to concentrates/edibles/vapes rather than actually smoking. It's all relative, the same risks are everywhere no matter what, though of course it's a bad idea to just sit on a never ending supply of schwag. Sure I can stay high when I choose but usually that's a hedge, most days when I'm working I drop it; thing is I'd be withdrawn & completely sleepless without my herbalists' knowledge. Without CBD I'd probably have already croaked for any number of reasons. I've seen inordinate quantities of the stuff too in my life, I mean at least weed's a commodity, whereas most other drugs are immediate liabilities, even Rx ones. I think people reject themselves over context, something which tends to melt away every time we wake up. Marijuana keeps me waking up in a positive mood so I do what I can to pass it along.
Random: Lately I've had many deep thoughts regarding lentils.
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