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I'm really tired of NTs lately. I never know what they're thinking. Gah, they're so coy and indirect.

Also, I'm tired in general right now; I can't sleep.

I worry a little sometimes over a stupid thing..
If i have no kids the family name might stop.
I`m one of the last if not the last to keep that
name alive. Means nothing but still it bothers
me a little, feels like i`m letting someone down
in a way, i failed. But on the other hand, whats
in a name.. its not that important

I like to spoil people. Sounds a little weird even to me, but
it makes me happy to spoil someone i care for. For example,
if i`m sitting comfortably watching my favourite show and
someone i care for asks me to go to the kitchen and make
food for them, sure it can be annoying in one way if i let myself
be annyoed, but its nice to be able to do something for someone
and it just feels more important in a way then what i was doing,
its a nice feeling to make someone happy and especially with
the small things in life

I am an enigma.

I had a fight with my dad one day many years
ago. Two days later he dropped dead of a massive
heart-attack, i had been away since the fight and
just got a call that he layed dead in the garden
If i could just undo one thing, that is it. That saying
that you should never go to bed after arguing without
making peace first is true. You never know what
happens and you might have to live with the regret
and shame for the rest of your life. Hard to unring
a bell when the other guy takes it with him in the
ground The last thing i said to him might have
been: "**** **** and ******* so i *******
you ***** and then some"

*facepalm* crap - kinda hoping theres a heaven-place
or something and that he just waiting there for me to arrive
so he can kick my ass for being so stupid, would be nice to
get some closeure and be done with it.

because i have also unresolved ODD, i tend to disagree with even those who say exactly what my private philosophy is.
if someone says what i already thought of and endorsed as true in my own world, i will nevertheless disagree with them for some instinctive reason.

i wish that was not true. it is lonely because it is true.

i am not sure why people calculate that it is a "nice day" when they see me.
my data usually suggests otherwise.

i was outside for two hours this morning running around in the snow. yes, snow! in new orleans it has snowed once again. i'm pretty soaked right now.

this is tiny moosh. i wouldn't advise building any size snowman with your bear hands. of course, that doesn't mean i won't do it again.

I do not understand the meaning of anniversaries.

to me it just seems so arbitrary. if an event must be celebrated just because the Earth has made a full circle around the sun since it happened then why should it not be celebrated every time the Earth has made a full spin around it's axis since it happened?

and if it's not about the movement of the Earth then why every 365 days? why not every 100 days?

all those anniversaries that are being constantly thrown in my face just baffle me... why do we have to commemorate our Independence Days every year? if someone is interested in history then they can go and read up on it. I've heard it all before and don't want to be disturbed by an annual parade.

^
I dont think i could agree more,
it makes little sense at the best

I'm obsessed with SpongeBob SquarePants and my favourite restaurant is McDonald's.

I'm deprived of all positive emotions. I can only hate and hurt.

i just got done scarfing down 4 burritos

I like to lift people - and its just as crazy as it sounds
Dont know what it is exactly and its hard to explain, but
you know that "aaaw, so cute" feeeling you get when you
see a really cute cat for example and you just want to
pet it? Well...its like that. And it always makes me
laugh and feel happy, its just "something" about it. I dont
mean i just grab people, i would never do that, but for
example my last girlfriend spent alot of hours up in the air
being carried around

I should repeat that i have never claimed to be sain.
Just to make that clear. My dad used to
say that to people if they called him crazy;
"Well...i`ve never claimed to be sain and
i have no papers saying i`m sane, so....
whats your point"

i hate black jelly beans.

I have Eric Cartman's version of "O Holy Night" stuck in my head right now.