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Maybe if I get a bunch of Pixie Stix, the pixies will be kind enough and take me away from all the annoyance and stupidity I have to deal with every darn day.

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I wish.


(Yeah, I'm nuts. That tends to happen when you live with intolerable morons. .... who never shut up. ..... agggggggh.).

Has just learned that her emotional-IQ is a measly 69. The best verson of it IMO, it isnt just 10 questions its like 106 questions about all different things and it gives you a full profile and everything and gives a score on each category.
BTW I've got some work to do I thought I'd get hgiher than that, like 80 or something.

I think my nickname should be Two-Can Sam

Still feel anxious/fidgety though

It's, at least six-can Dan over here.

never try to peel a pumpkin with a potato peeler.

i gave up and used a knife.

Talking about Pumpkin peelings reminds me of when I was quite young, my family threw out pumpkin seeds into the compost and the backyard ended up being filled with pumpkins.

I don't know if I mentioned here yet, but I have decided to become a Cub Scout leader, I didn't quite like Rovers (18+ years old scouts) due to it being mostly drinking and smoking, so I am being a leader to 8-11 year olds. Which has been fun so far , and my brother has just reached the age so he is a cub scout. that also reminds me that despite 18 year olds being alowed to drink, I am 19 and yet to drink, in fact I think my 17 year old brother has drunk more then me.

i heard out of the corner of my ear on TV that some parents finally had a baby and then they "were in an ideal position to plan a head".

I want to sit on the roof. But I can't.
When I lived in Connecticut, the apartment we lived in; you could just climb out a window, onto a bit of roof, and just sit there. It was neat.

Now, if you climbed out a window in this apartment , you'd fall down to the ground, and probably break something...

Well you know what they say, you can't make an omelat without breaking a few eggs.

I'm simply glad the day is basically over as, during work today I not only wound up making some mistakes here and there but, along with that came the heckling by other employees due to that .Anyways, I'm going to try to keep away from thinking of such for the time being.Well, seeing as tomorrow is Halloween there was this Halloween costume party and movie night that is being hosted by a family whom has 3 adults on the spectrum whom,. have sent out invitations to many people on the spectrum in the local community however, where the event is being held happens to be 3hrs away in a place that I'm totally unfamiliar with..So, I might miss out on this social gathering as such but, I'll try to enact some sort of alternative contingency plan to deal with this..

Today I got a diagnosis. Either Asperger or HFA, and apparently more severe then I think it is.

Don't know what to think or do now.

I'll go to bed (I'm in Europe) and sleep on it for the night.

I hope I got a good grade on my History mid-term.

I must be sad, I'm listening to "Untitled 1".

^
(hint maybe) In sadness, I try to listening to music that kinda lift my spirit. Not songs that make me dwell into that state of mind. I pick the rougher stuff and go a tad aggressive even listening to it. For me goes (not always of course and I'm bizarrely sensitive to music), aggression stands opposite of feeling down. I listen to heavy guitar shite or top drawer quality stuff (sub. opi.), exercise, kinda demolish my piano playing it (or a door) and it turns stuff going down.... sometimes.

~

But my preset intend to post here was this, is this....

I'm not catholic in any, any.... any way but today was All Souls' Day and I went to my fathers grave or better to the cemetery where his grave is.

Um, my niece (early twenties) is an artist and she invited me for there was an exhibition there, where all sorts of works of artists were shown. Hers too. The theme was life, death and remembrance of those who passed away.

It started at 18h00 but I arrived at 20h30.... sun already left for hours but the moon was there (a few days before turning full) and the whole cemetery was lit with candles and oil pots flaming and I never have seen the cemetery this crowded.

Well, to make a long story shorter, I wish I've never gone there. It all felt so double and awkward. To me that place is a place for serenity, tranquility and this, my perception of course, was bizarre.

It usually is such a beautiful and quiet place.... a park like setting with lots of trees and cultivated nature. I just hope they clean up real neat so I can....

Stupid I went there.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpST2d_7 ... re=related

AFI's "We've Got the Knife" keeps looping in my head.
I don't know why. Sure, it's catchy enough... but....


Oh well. It could be worst. At least it isn't something I hate.
Silly brain is always doing this to me.