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Food shopping.

An ableist, paternalistic administrator at a trans forum put me on moderation status again without giving the reason--though I have my suspicions. She had been doing that a lot. I was also unhappy with the passive-aggressive approach she kept taking, like often being silent about her reasons, except for vague remonstrances "to get help" when I've long been seeing mental health professionals and am actually quite stable, ignoring my private messages asking about the status of the moderation, etc. When she had put me on moderation status again, I forced her to ban me, to cut out the passive-aggressive BS once and for all. Of course, the ban message was itself very paternalistic, "Get help," it said. She never seemed to consider she might have been the problem this whole time.

I like it when moderators and administrators are direct with you, let you know what you're doing wrong if that's the case. I don't like passive-aggressive, ableist, and paternalistic BS.

Yes the worlds gone mad scales made in Italy , panettone made in China, Barilla pasta that doesn't even taste nice made in the usa, Australian pasta made to look Italian sold in Italy, (Zafferili sp???) what next Swiss made watches made in Australia *

*and we know how obsurd that is, Australia manufacturing high end goods , just shut down Holden already why delay the inevitable ?

Oz should stick to what their good at manufacturing housing booms, digging big holes and finding ways to weed out as much money out of Asian students, $250 a week for that shared room

The cold, the snow, the excitement. It is all here.

I've had a gout flare up in my left foot these past three days. Basically, I'm just hobbling around my apartment in pain. I can't do the dishes because I can't stand up. I seem to be hypersensitive to the cold, too. I keep getting goose bumps.

I went to bed at 2, and I get up at 6:30

Speaking. : (

Frickin' PMS! Argh!

^ That's serious.

On a semi-related note, my back aches!

My Mum is so cross with my brother's misbehaving that's she's left the house for a few days. She's been upset and crying and stuff. And tomorrow is my birthday. I don't want to her to be sad on my birthday again!! Last year, she wasn't happy on my birthday because she was unwell.

i have to go down to tammy's place on the 24th of december. i can easily drive there, but i will absolutely hate what happens after i arrive.
her mother will gush at me and blow me off my feet, and her brothers and sisters will ;look at me in a quizzical way because they can not believe that someone "as smart as me" could ever choose tammy as my only love.

it is 114 km to her house and i am going to have to go there on 24.12. i am going to be ripped away from my routine. i hate not doing what i always do.

i also have to stay there on christmas day. it is by far the worst time of year for me.

I am in a bad mood.

I'm nervous I can't eat properly

I overcooked my dove steak , the turtle bacon was to crispy and the pigeon sauce was lumpy!

The whale milk custard brule didn't set correctly and I had to substitute vanilla pods for essense.


the meal was a disaster

The cold snowy conditions continue.

I slept too much today.