CockneyRebel wrote:
I also like the sound of lightly falling rain.
+1
Rain is awesome and its almost as effective as alcohol at putting me asleep.
Having said that I have found that smoking and taking my nightly antipsychotics puts me asleep fast which kinda sucks. I would get off my meds but those bastards over my mental health would lock me up if I failed a drug test
and tested negative for my meds. Plus they could be right and I could be crazy so I'd rather stay on the pills, I am pretty care free right now though. I feel I have matured a bit over the last year or so.
But the meds mixed with smoking kills me, if I smoke in the morning I don't feel intoxicated in anyway. Same if I smoke at night but as soon as that antipsychotics hits me I am on Pluto. I took my antipsychotics an hour ago and I am very intoxicated. I mean why do they prescribe this crap, before smoking the crap knocked me out cold and now that I smoke and can stay up pass the initial wave of sleeplyness than I seriously don't feel right. Since I have proven this isn't the smoking because by skipping the antipsychotics I am not impaired in anyway but as soon as antipsychotics come into the picture I am sent to Pluto. What is one suppose to conclude from that?
I suppose the only two things that it could be is #1 that feeling is in fact what antipsychotics do to me and because I get pass that wave of sleeplyness I experience the antipsychotics more or #2 the drugs don't mix. Either way its pissing me off, I don't mind smoking but I don't like the feel the antipsychotics provide when doing it. I feel spacey and out of it, also smoking causes red eye but the antipsychotics plus smoking dilates my eyes in addition to red eye.
I guess I'll just have to go to sleep after I take the antipsychotics but it sucks cause you have to eat something with it and I don't want to eat that late