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It's hot here and I like it.

The WP chat room was good fun last night.
It cheered me up.
Difficult to know who's talking to who, though.

^ For a while I've actually been using this little late model CRT I picked up for $10 at a thrift store as my main TV, and I honestly think the picture on it looks nicer than most LCDs. It's only 480i, but amazingly it works perfectly with a composite connection hooked to a modern IPTV box. I own a small 1080p LCD as well, but I'm currently using it as a monitor on my desktop PC. It's higher resolution than the CRT, sure, but having watched a bit of TV on it the picture looks washed out and the audio quality is much poorer.

There is this new store at the mall that sells all kinds of weird and cool stuff (so it will probably close in a year). They have backpacks shaped like Sonic the Hedgehog, and life-sized dolls of Chucky and his bride. The Chucky doll is pretty ugly, with his face all stitched up and his clothes tattered, but the bride doll looks cool with a leather jacket and boots over her wedding gown. They also have gag items like joy buzzers and soap that makes your face and hands turn black.

It's midnight, but I can't fall asleep.

I can never sleep without drugging myself to oblivion, ptsd really sucks. I don't know why but a lot of the street violence I witnessed homeless seems to only bother me when I am trying to sleep. You are alone with your thoughts when you try to sleep and for me I see pain everywhere. I see pain from every angle, I see my actions hurt people, I see other people's actions hurt people and then I've see hurt people from their own actions. I mean wtf, why does my mind go there. I just remind myself that its not to cause me distress but its serves to remind me the broken state of a world without God.

Life itself is broken without God.

And it seems to be some what broken with him, but I am impatient. I have nothing in this life that is of any value to me and I would probably be committed if the people over my mental health knew how many times I just pray for the sky to fall down cause while I don't want to feel pain, I am okay with the end result.

There was an argument at work. I was just typing away like nothing is happening.
Then many more voices came in.
Seems the stubborn client is still yapping her way up.
Then I got a bit worried and annoyed.
I just yelled at them "STOP STALLING AND WASTING TIME!"
Everyone went silent. Even my boss. Even that stubborn client. I just laughed quietly afterwards.
Then I hear murmurs of a line like 'as if she wasn't here' 'is this an divine intervention'? And so on and so on..
Later I asked what was that all about. They're rather surprised at my monotonous voice when they normally hear a pitchy one. They even asked if I was aware of what I'm doing. OF COURSE I'M AWARE.

Now my colleagues think I was possessed by an angel or being one or some sort. But it's just my voice!!.. That 'serious' voice that scared or intimidated people.
Or perhaps it's just context. And that tone affects them that way when I'm not. But then, it's my voice.

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hmph. where I live its nothing but hillbillies and rednecks, and I need anime stuff to protect myself from them getting their ugly camo all over me. hot topic is the only store other than online that does that kinda thing without having to go a long way. (they have camo socks in pokemon x. WHY...?)

Anictent past? are you from Egypt? have you met the pharoh?