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Sticky white stuff

I think I'm getting a cold =(

I go to work later.

The fact that we are taking off the green wallpaper in the front entryway and replacing it withaint. We can't decide on the color, but we've narrowed it down to brown, purple, or dark red. I just freaking hate change!! !

NOTHING!

Started my period today

As of February 28th, I will no longer be getting a retainment bonus. That is a 10% pay cut.

A workperson appointment where they could arrive any time between 9am & 5pm.
I waited in, and was pacing.
I went out for a ciggarette, and coz of the distruption to my usual routine I ended up locking myself out of my appartment due to pulling the door closed without having my keys.
Thankfully a neighbour helped me with a mirror & a pole through the cat-flap, to knock the keys off the nail near the door, and retrieve them to regain access.

When the workperson eventually showed up at 13:30, he was done in 6 minutes.

He used my toilet for a pee, and that set the OCD stuff off as he missed the bowl.

I was in such a bad mood. I felt like "kicking off" but thankfully the Strattera stopped me by giving me time to think before doing so.

Today my routine was messed up, and I am trying my hardest to remove the stuff of today so that tommorow morning I can wake up with a fresh start.

My right eye feels a bit funny. I think I may have a sty, but I am not sure yet.

nothing

My friend brought some fish tacos to lunch today, not knowing that I have a pretty severe fish allergy. Let's just say that did not end well.

Forced outside in the cold.

I accidentally made my mom upset with me today.

See, recently she has gotten into Game of Thrones along with my dad and brother. I tried to get into that show last year, but it wasn't my thing.

Anyway, I have been feeling a little moody today, and for some reason, when she sat down to watch Game of Thrones with my dad and brother, I went to my room and cried, then spent the rest of the hour trying to talk myself out of my meltdown.

When she was finished watching the show, I explained what had happened and she concluded that I was jealous that she was spending time with my brother.

Then my brother brought up the fact that I used to be jealous of Dr. Gregory House when she used to watch House MD because I hated the fact that Dr. House took away my mom's time and attention from me (this was not speculation on my brother's part; I had at one point confided in him that I had felt that way).

Then my mom got a very worried/sad look on her face and turned to walk away, saying:

"It's OK that you try to make me feel guilty for doing things I enjoy."

Sometimes my family members and I say these kinds of things in order to tease each other, but she actually walked away and there was no indication that it was a joking at all. I sat down beside her on the couch and watched part of Everybody Loves Raymond while eating pizza, but she barely spoke a word to me.

I feel like I screwed up really badly somehow but I don't know what to do.