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I've always had insomnia and now I work overnights. It kinda works.

lucky man

Other day I was just thinking about how much better my life is now to what it was in the past and I accidentally made all my bad behaviours and emotions come back. I'm still not feeling okay

It feels like fall now here.

it's late and i'm listening to "coast to coast."

Weak sense of smell = weak flavor tasting, but texture tasting is still there...

Instead of going for soft and sweet, I'll just go for something crunchy. Maybe something a bit spicy too.

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LOL I can't look away, most entertaining video with lack of content ever.

If I cannot move from my current position, and if I don't have any coping or adjusting to do anymore...

Then I guess I just have to unseal and explore what holds me back while I wait.
If I can handle the chaos in the physical realm, I would like to learn how to handle more about emotional sensitivity.

But whereee should I start?! Even a criticism from my boss, my mom, or a complete raging stranger couldn't bulge anymore. I took it from the heart and learnt from it. I did feel the heat and rage, but nothing drastic happened and I got over it too quickly.

If not that, what and where?! While I have no stable internet connection, while waiting my sister to graduate or fail, while waiting something to happen... If I were cruel enough, I could've left everyone already!!

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I'll be attempting an oil change on Herman tomorrow. I've never done my own oil change before. I suppose it's something I should have tried on my old car while I still had it and not on this car, but necessity dictates the situation.

I certainly can't wait for Chrysler Australia and the dealership to show me any goodwill to fix it can I.

Ended up going to a bookstore today. I wanted three books that I've been really wanting to read but only chose one.

Still can't believe that I've turned into such a reading fanatic.

Well, that's good ^:^ xxZeromancerlovexx

I am having a terrible day so far. I actually dont know what to do anymore,

Being friendless is starting to wear on me.

I would say more but if I do it will just make me feel worse

^ Lets have a toast, my day has been pretty horrible as well.

I have failed socially more then ten times, if this building catches fire and burns, I will burn with it. I will never leave my home again unless it is to go to the wilderness. The end is taking its dear sweet time.

Cheers dcj123.
Burning would be a bad way to go, personally I would probably get some good drugs and die that way.

Thanks for talking to me man.

Get some good drugs and die that way you say? lol

You don't know me very well do you?

I am kind of doing the long version of that everyday.

I am in a waiting room to die, my soul is ready but my body is stronger then my will and evidently its pretty damn hard to break cause I have been trying for years. There is no hope and there will be little hope, Autism is a curse and it destroys everything in its path. I would rather have any life but this and so I wait to die. I cry and I have cried but I am largely at peace now, I just don't want to feel pain. I am alive in the hopes that God has planned a nicer death for me then a noose but being my luck he probably hasn't. No sense in rushing the inevitable, besides I have to look at the whole painting before I label it complete crap.