Raleigh wrote:
The thing is you recognise you did things that were of lower integrity.
The asshat I know has no idea he's an asshat and would never for one second entertain the notion that he might possibly be an asshat.
True but this means I would have not known I was asshat at one point in time to be ok with being an asshat in the first place. However, I give you the fact that I recognize that I was an asshat but if I didn't see parts of me that were an asshat before then it clearly means I am still an asshat in other ways. Especially since I still fail at relationships as evidence of pissing various members off here and the whole reason I am in isolation to begin with.
Still I'll ask my therapist what she thinks about being less of an asshat now then before.