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How dogs come in all shapes and sizes like people. :O)

It's raining out here. But I can live with it, really.

Thinking of watching some episodes of favorite show of mine

Raleigh

Finishing project number 687544757597564573653.
(I've lost count)

Raleigh

It's raining.
Was raining.
Now it's stopped.

Do you remember this song?
Don't know why it suddenly stuck in my head.
Arrggh!

I HATE THE SUN

^
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It's actually worse than remembered

Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaleigh

I think Geri Halliwell's version was the best:

Hello, you.

G'Day.

I've tried hanging out with my parents and watching TV twice today. I've watched a bit of golf with them while drinking my afternoon tea which I haven't have in a long time. I was very bored watching the golf game. I felt obligated to be in that TV room just to show that I'm a part of the family, even though I'm not really taking after the British or the French in my family tree.

The second time, I was having my Mio flavoured water. I was watching the end of the golf tournament. I sat in my mum's red chair with the vintage metal legs. I was thinking that I didn't deserve to sit in that chair after all that I've put my mum through this year - in her mind at least. I've hesitated for a few seconds, than I sat down anyways. I wanted to run off into my room and fiddle with my little red Schultz car. I sat out in the TV room with my parents.

I feel exhausted.

I can't listen to songs about England anymore because my heart's no longer in that country. I feel a sense of guilt while listening to 'They'll Always Be an England' and 'The White Cliffs of Dover' and sometimes I start to cry because I feel a sense of guilt. I'm better off listening to the German stuff from WWII. I don't feel that same sense of guilt.

Dick.

(Not what you're thinking - get your mind out the gutter)

Exploring the possibility that I was misdiagnosed with aspergers and am most likely schizoid.