my niece is probably on the spectrum. She's so beautiful the way she's always got a smile on her face. I never stopped smiling as a kid, ive always just been a really happy person. All my kid photos have big genuine smiles. It took years to start hiding it but it's definitely still there. Just i can only show certain people these days. Kids really, and people i feel comfortable with. I really wish i knew rl aspies, i really think i could be myself around them.