Callista wrote:
[...humorous and sarcastic....]
Oh awesome, I love that, usually punished for it though...
Callista wrote:
Preferably a doctor without the habit of inserting his cranium into his rectum.
Hahahahaha! How elegantly said... but do they exist? I've been denied medical care for years being told that everything is just in my head... I was fainting in the middle of the streets from hypoglycemia and they kept blaming my personality... I don't have the asperger label, they gave me the limit histrionic... which means theatrical... apparently having humor (in the face of mental torture and physical pain) is a mental illness.... it's not normal that I manage to be happy... yeah, but what other choice do I have... I cried for years... only wet my pillow and gave me a bloody nose.
[*]Yes, we hate it when people make fun of us, too.
[*]They may or may not have AS, but they're definitely a jerk. Why are you hanging around with them, again?
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yay being understood...
I never get out and when I do people get out of their way to come scream at me... I can't really avoid the landlord... I am too scared to answer the phone or my mail...
Callista wrote:
[*]Yes, you can get disability payments for Asperger's. No, you do not want to try to live on them.
A psy told me that no one would ever want me, not even in therapy... what choice do I have... I can barely walk... for other reasons... at least they gave me a disability for something... but refusing to see that I'm sick because I'm different and help me find a cure... it's just wrong...
Callista wrote:
[*]NTs are weird. You know it, we know it. Let's just accept it and move on.
The normals? Well, it feels good to be able to gather and say, they're weird too, they have no right to torture us because we are... I'd need that for a while after all that bullying...
Callista wrote:
[*]No, you are not the most loathsome, pitiful person ever to walk the planet. You're an interesting and valuable human being, trust us. We've felt that way, too, so the Most Pitiful Person position is already occupied. You'll have to be content with just being yourself.
I KNOW!! ! That's what make it even more painful when people treat me like s**t... how do I cope with that, I'm always just by myself... I'm losing it... I can't even post on forums without being mobbed... and when I find friends and am happy, someone take it out of context and give me crap. Like quoting the result of a game quizz... you can't argue or hate me for facts... hey it,s just a game! Probably frustrated because they didn't score high... well, I can't walk or breathe sometimes!! ! To each his own!
Callista wrote:
[*]Your special interest may be odd, but we've seen weirder. Quit worrying and have fun with it!
I like sarcasm and gore... can I talk about it here... people take sarcasm literally to the first degree... but it makes me so deeply happy! I love you~~~
Callista wrote:
[*]We don't really care about your IQ score. If you're autistic, it's irrelevant. If you're NT, your report card means more.
Well... it is relevant when it's your only good quality and shred of dignity... and prevent you from making friends because no one understand what you are saying... Finding someone else with high IQ helps to be able to share common interests... I LOVE plants and gardening... but if I want to talk about science and parallel universe theory... with a gardener... selecting based on IQ would raise the chances of finding a challenging conversation...
Callista wrote:
[*]The latest online AS screening test shows you're autistic. Cool. We knew that already.
[*]No, self-diagnosed people are not hypochondriacs.
[*]Twisting your diet into knots won't affect your autism. It may cure your indigestion, but not your autism.
But I need to know more... no way I'm going to talk to a psy about mental stuff... I had to hide stuff like that or even bad events so that a doc would agree to do tests instead to just say it,s in my head...
There is a type of allergy that attacks the brain and nerves... I think autism is simply the deeper end of introverts, a different way to wire the brain to be able to do specific useful functions for the whole society... like finding cure for disease after a deep reflexion... but I no longer have symptoms of being bipolar now that I stopped the highs and crash of my sugar intolerance... and just lacking B12 can make the brain lack oxygen... hard to see things clearly when you basically have a plastic bag on your head... So food can cure... antidepressants cause depression and psychosis, because they cause hypoglycemia and that,s a side effect... I have hypoglycemia... it's so painful emotionally and physically that anything that cause this can't be anything more than toxic. Well, they could worsen my hypoglycemia and cause death to me, I don't know for others... But my sister got way worst on them, and they said she was schizophrenic also, instead to think maybe the drug had a side effect... Medicine that can shut down organs and damage bone... sound like poison to me. People have the right to be in denial, despair does that... I saw... so I know I can't judge those who are able to stop seeing... Hell I'd shoot myself right now if I could! Hahaha! Well, good luck with your stuff... but good food helped me... staying off drugs was hard like hell... but it helped in the long run... but I understand different choices.
Callista wrote:
[*]The vaccine-causation myth has been debunked a thousand times already. Do we really have to drag its rotting carcass out of its grave yet again?
[*]No, I don't want to take a magic pill to make me neurotypical. More importantly, the magic pill doesn't exist and will never exist, so can we just admit to ourselves that the magic pill is a symbol for "Are you okay with who you are?"
They still electrocute people randomly... without barely understanding the brain... I want to cry...
Callista wrote:
[*]No, we're not sociopaths. When's the last time you saw me murdering somebody? Never? Right, then. Not a sociopath.
Even sociopath don't kill and can be very kind... It's hard to hold it... when in nature it would be natural to try to kill someone who's torturing you to death...
If they could just stop denying us the right to be alive, the way we are, then they wouldn't need to be scared to see us have to kill them first, now would they...
Callista wrote:
[*]Some of us can talk. Some of us can't. Deal with it.
And some of us can't s**t the hell up to save their life... I wonder why I'm like that... I think it's to stop people from being able to talk and say cruel thing to me... or maybe because I never have the chance to so I do too much when I do... or maybe I'm trying to fight the "introverts can't talk" too hard...
Can you deal with that hm?
Callista wrote:
[*]Lots of us have ADHD, too.
I think ADHD is just a normal reaction to boring people... You can't load a kid full of stimulating caffein and sugar eating cola and a slice of air+sugar (white bread) for breakfast and expect them to stay still like statue and stare like zombies... It's completely unnatural even with good food...
Callista wrote:
[*]Medication is neither poison nor panacea. Can we stop being so sensationalistic about it now?
I don't believe in it at all, so many problems come from improper nutrients and side effects to chemicals, like preservatives... adding more chemical isn't the answer...
Callista wrote:
[*]Yeah, your kid is autistic. No, the world is not ending, the sky is not falling, and he can still be happy. Next time somebody tells you he can't, just do the world a favor and punch them in the face for us, 'kay?[/list]
I love you... I cried in a mix of loneliness, despair, hope and joy...
I wish I could belong here... But one person is probably going to find me annoying and do everything in their power to make me stop coming... it always happens... just one person, often someone I never seen or talked to... just for not liking me and refusing my very existence...
Even when everyone love me, get my jokes and love me...
28 Mar 2012, 8:21 pm
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