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Bought some seedlings and when I put them in this rotten hot weather that still won't go away killed them.

I'm sicker than I was when I made my last post. I had fever off & on today & yesterday & I'm coughing up gunk. The symptoms I mentioned in my last post are still there or worse. I haven't been taking anything except more vitamin C & not doing anything besides resting because I'm trying to let things run their coarse so I can maybe be doing better tomorrow for my appointment. I'll take a couple Aspirin for my fever & pains/aches before I leave tomorrow & I'll take two pseudoephedrines to help with the congestion & drips. The bus service is still on strike & no idea when it will be over still but hopefully they'll be driving buses tomorrow but I kinda doubt it. If that's the case we'll take one bus that runs to another town because they pass by the hospital & are operating sense they operate out the other town. I'll get there an hour early thou so hopefully I can get seen hour early instead of having to wait till awhile after the time my appointment is for like docs sometimes like to do. We'll have to walk home thou which will be a long walk especially when I'm not feeling well. We still have food but I'm tired of the little we have that I eat but don't have much choice for now. If the strike is actually over tomorrow we can go to the mall & eat McDonalds after but I kinda doubt it'll be over.
My girlfriend is still getting over this sickness but she's doing a lot better than she was but still not over it & her depression is worse because of the stress of the strike & other things. We plan to have a walk in with her psych Tuesday morning so hopefully the next antidepressant will work.

My brother just bombed part of a youtube livestream by stating that he'd rather be playing a game than doing the livestream chat. Seriously, that's something that would make people be like "man, this sh*t's so bad, even the people in it don't want to do it". It makes me and my channel look bad.

Difficult to walk without pain in leg today for some strange reason. So I guess I'll sit

Some guy has been messing with me because I stood up for myself right in front of him. He was frightened of my power. But he knew I found him "attractive" and he knew I couldn't actually do anything to him. So he tried to strike me down with the best way possible.
Yeah...

I can't stop shivering even though it isn't cold.

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This is just the place for me to get this off my chest.

I have been married for a little over 13 years to a really great, hard working, handsome man. He and I met through the internet (America Online, remember that one? lol) at a time when that wasn't really "cool", when people were worried about the person they were talking to not being what they said they were. My husband comes from a small town and I grew up living in the city. We made it work and here we are, three kids and 13 years later. The problem you wonder? His mother. She's never liked me and I've never felt comfortable with or around her. I've always been pleasant and polite, the way I was raised but it's always been met with thinly veiled malice on her part.

I can take it. I'm a big girl who grew up in a pretty dysfunctional family but when her remarks started to be aimed at my children and my husband that's when I began to not be so nice. I'm done with being nice. To go into all the things that have happened would take me all night and you all really aren't interested and I know that posting what happened today will sound silly w/o the back story but here goes anyway. My husband ordered a book for her that she wanted so that she could "read it with all the grandkids when they come around". When he and my littlest guy took it over to her today, she opened it and gave it to him saying, "here, take it home and your mother can read it with you but bring it back by next week when Benjamin will be here". So you ordered the book to read w/all the grandkids except mine? Mine was right THERE and had plenty of time but you couldn't be bothered! b***h.

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sensorily challenged today in a big way

There are some women who have a particular kind of cloying, velcro energy, it feels like they want to latch on to you when they are just near by. I was queueing and this loud american family (Seriously you guys, what the f**k is wrong with you, keep your voices down in public!) was stood behind me and the older woman was giving me such creeps due to this energy that I thought I was going to either have to run away screaming or have to physically defend myself. It felt like she was hugging me even though she wasn't even touching me. bleurgh

I can feel EVERYTHING. It's AWFUL.

I took some pseudoephedrine last night when I was ready to go to bed because I didn't want my congestion keeping me up sense I had an appointment to get up early for today. I got some from RiteAid recently to have on hand incase I get sinus headaches but I had alittle left at that time from some I got awhile before that. What I got awhile back was the RiteAid generic pseudoephedrine which worked OK but the only pseudoephedrine they had the next time was Zephrex-D which I never had before. Last night was my 1st time taking it & I will NEVER take that again; DO NOT BUY Zephrex-D. It's different than the other stuff because it was designed to be anti-meth; some people make meth out of pseudoephedrine. It was impossible for me to get em out the packaging without cutting the packaging & when I got em out they were kind of gooey instead of a solid pill & they felt like a suppository. They have a bad taste & one of the two got stuck in back my throat when I took em. Drinking water didn't help & I could barely breath & kept wheezing & coughing & felt kinda like I was chocking when laying down so I stayed up. I drank water & sucked on a couple cough drops & it gradually got better probably because it was gradually dissolving in back my throat. I didn't feel safe going to bed for two hours so I didn't get much sleep before having to get up for my appointment & my throat is really sore today as a result of last night; it was already sore because of my cold but that damn Zephrex-D made it aLOT worse. When I went to bed I thought I'd might have to cancel my appointment because of how bad I was doing when I went to bed. Luckily my cold symptoms were doing alittle better when I woke up except for the sore throat & being tired because of little sleep so I didn't have to cancel my appointment. Do you guys think I have a chance if I were to talk to a lawyer & file a suit against Zephrex-D for nearly chocking on something that needs to be banned They designed it to be over the counter but it has to be behind the counter anyways because government chemist figured out how to make meth. Maybe I should of mentioned this to my ears-nose-&-throat doc today so I could of got my throat checked incase it caused any damage but whatever there is should heal & it'll be hard to say what was caused my Zephrex-D & what could of been caused from coughing alot because of a cold.

We decided to walk there because it wouldn't of took much too much longer for us to walk to the bus station which we would of had to do to take a bus there because the bus drivers are still on strike but I think they sent a proposal in that was supposed to get reviewed & then a meeting with their union so hopefully it'll be over Monday so we can go grocery shopping. My appointment went OK. The doc went over the details of the surgery, I signed paperwork & I set it up which will be begging of May. We walked to RiteAid before going home because it wasn't that far out the way & I got some cough syrup & I asked about getting some more of the RiteAid brand pseudoephedrine that I had before that was aLOT better than that Zephrex-D cr@p but they hadn't had in come in in a while & don't know when they'll get more. All the walking was pretty nasty today because of the snow/ice melting. We ordered pizza & breadsticks & chocolate-chip cookie thing from Papa John's for supper because we were getting tired of what we have to eat & the breadsticks were burnt & the pizza too alittle. That's about all that's worth mentioning. Hopefully I'll feel more better tomorrow not that I'm doing too bad except for my nose, throat & coughing up gunk.

The ring tone on my alarm clock just doesn't sit well with me.

I should've changed it but I forgot because I only need to use it on Saturdays.

The thing that made it worse was that I couldn't switch the flaming thing off.

It was just going on and on and on.

It's not nice being woke up by a noise that irritates your brain.

I'll be ok soon.

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Why is it, most every on-line game I play with other people involved, they want me to take some kind of leader position? I just want to play, I don't like politics. I had my fill of that when I created and ran my own game over a decade ago, I got over the god complex.

my mother.