That sounds like an empowering voice.
Take a look at the graphs in this link:
http://www.edge.org/3rd_culture/badcock ... index.html
Be careful and take care of yourself. I'd like to offer some support seeing how I had some difficulty with delusional thinking in the past. I'm not saying you are delusional, it's just that if you are, you might encounter some hostility and I don't want to see anyone suffer unnecessarily.
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As long as man continues to be the ruthless destroyer of lower living beings he will never know health or peace. For as long as men massacre animals, they will kill each other.
-Pythagoras