Do you ever think of stuff that would get you banned?

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I have evil thoughts enter my head sometimes. Heinous posts that likely get me banned. There's a disgusting joke I heard once. And by applying it to Trump, it's that much worse. If I posted it I'd probably get banned. If not then hated.

Anyone else suffer these demons?

Yep! Though I'm still pretty new here, so I'll probably accidentally break a few rules before I internalize them.

Do you do this in real life, too? Whenever I'm in a really quiet or serious meeting, my brain always goes, "Pssst. Hey. What would happen if you randomly screamed right now? Or burst out laughing for no reason? Wanna try it?" Brain! Stahhhp!

That happens in class. Usually with whoever is sitting in front of me. Like poke him in the back of head with my pencil. Throw something at the teacher.

I do that stuff to sometimes as well. I'll be reading something here and my brain goes off on some bizarre tangent that would end in no good at all if I posted... that would be when I close out the thread and move along.

I can also relate to thinking of completely inappropriate things to do in day to day life. Sometimes my thoughts make me bust out laughing as well due to how ridiculous/hilarious I find the thought to be.

Sometimes I get so angry I don't have anything nice to say to them so I bite my tongue. It hasn't been an issue here lately in the past year or so but it has in the past. I think sometimes I will break a rule here forgetting about it and sometimes I don't think of the big picture so I don't realize.

I'm surprised some of the things I've posted didn't get me banned a long time ago.

Sometimes when I'm in a crowded place, I think to myself "Here's a novel idea, scream out something like OH MY GOD A BOMB!!" But then I'd probably get trampled to death.

probably not trampled... but in a lot of countries you would get arrested for that.

It is normal for all people, autistic and not, to have these strange thoughts and strange dreams. The difference between a good person and a bad person is actually acting them out.

Back when I used to have a lot of violent thoughts, my therapist told me that wasn't normal.

I posted stuff in another forum that made members petition to ban me. I sometimes think of posting things that I know would get me in trouble here but I quickly decide not to.

Yeah, I have intrusive thoughts of that sort occasionally. The worst is when I'm driving on the freeway and my brain is like "you should totally jerk the wheel to one side and roll the car, it would be so easy yet so catastrophic". I'm not at risk of actually doing it but it's still very scary and there are some times when I'm scared that I might actually do it. Fortunately this kind of thing is very rare for me.

It just means you're a rotten kid, Ezra

I guess I just wanted reassurance because at the time I was giggling over the idea of posting something that would seriously disgust and offend virtually everyone.

Actually that's kinda what some think of me on another forum.



Which also makes me giggle.

If I had a nickle for every time I got all the way through typing some variation on 'go f*ck yourself' or 'die in a fire' before deleting it and rewriting the same sentiment in a more appropriate form...

Honestly, I think it comes down to the frequency and severity of the thoughts. For example, I've gotten angry at people and imagined what it might be like to punch them in the head, but I don't follow through. I'd say I have a thought of that sort maybe 2 or 3 times a week. I don't consider my thoughts to be abnormal.

Now, if somebody has thoughts multiple times a day about hurting people, especially unprovoked, that's not normal. I've never imagined what it would be like to punch somebody in the head at random. They have to provoke me first but somehow disrespecting me.

I think if you're walking down the street and you pass some random dude and you imagine what it would be like to stab him or some crazy thing like that you need to see a psychiatrist pretty urgently.

JM2C.

I only had violent thoughts about people who pissed me off or frustrated me. I've had antisocial thoughts. I don't have any anymore because there isn't anyone in my life who makes me mad. Occasionally when a person online pisses me off, I feel like punching them or if anyone reminds me of one of my ex's or of Frankie. But that is only online.

heck this is only my ninth post and i've already done that