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Lessons learned from WrongPlanet
that having no personality is not something that will engage other people.
that i have no chance of swimming up from my hole to where the big fish swim.
that being very affected by autism precludes me from mainstream discussion.
that most people at a party are "out the back" in pm land, and i have no idea what goes on behind the scenes.
that i am incapable of understanding what everyone else finds easy to understand and reply to.
that i am vastly more closed off and isolated than others who share my diagnosis.
that i am a person who will talk to a brick wall because i have no one else to talk to.
that i understand that other people are dancing to a tune that i can not hear.
that physically beautiful people who post pictures of themselves have the most enlightening things to say, and therefore are the ones that are draped in attention.
that a "gorgeous" girl who says "omg" is talking about the very fabric of existence that none of you will fail to appreciate.
that showboats have the most passengers.
that asperger people are just like NT's in every way.
that what i say that is ignored, if repeated by a popular person sometime later will finally make sense and receive many replies.
that you have to be "hip" to be worthy of attention.
that i am glad i have fallen into a crack in the footpath where no ones soles can tread on me.
that i do not care if there is a tornado on the other side of the world.
that the rush of human desires and urgencies blows over my head.
yeah whatever, i am in a strange mood and off i go to where no one will care nor notice.
privacy is great, but eternal privacy is useless.
there are three people here who reply to me and i like that and it will do.
my best friend on WP does not even post here.
back to my magnetic lock i go
hi ho hi ho hi ho.