jc6chan wrote:
The last 2 times I had medium coffee, once I had weird heart beats afterwards, the other time I had it in the evening. Not only did I get insomnia (bad idea to have coffee after a certain hour) my lips was a bit numb from time to time during that night.
I have decided to quit coffee. Soft drinks is fine, not too much caffeine. I also take sips when my dad buys coffee.
I often get panic attacks from too much caffeine. I can drink a coke or something and be OK, but anything with larger amounts of caffeine is off-limits these days to me. I used to get bad panic attacks all the time. When I was living with my ex-girlfriend, we used to go through about a two liter of pepsi everyday. That was fattening, too sugary (my blood glucose level is now close to the pre-diabetic level, so I must be careful these days) and therefore....stupid
This was also giving me serious panic attacks on a weekly basis, so I had cut it out entirely. Now i'm on the horns of a dilemma though. I have been in training for a tech support/customer service position for Verizon Wireless now for four weeks. Next week is "Tech II" training week and then providing I pass the assessment, (passed all three so far and two with flying colors

There is one more today which should be pretty easy and then the Tech II assessment next week) i'll be in the call center after that.
Alot of the material is pretty boring though and I often find it difficult to stay awake in class. I have had a couple pepsis over the past few days in class and that's not something I really want to do for all the aforementioned reasons. While a pepsi or two every night won't give me a panic attack, it's fattening and filled with sugar of course. I can't STAND artifical sweetners of any sort so diet pepsi, coke, etc...is out of the question. I don't drink coffee or tea either too often and both would taste rather foul to me without sugar and again, i'm not using artificial sweetners. Even honey is pretty gross to me....at least in tea.
So I don't know what do in order to get enough caffeine to keep me alert and awake and NOT enough to give me a panic attack. Pills like No Doz or something are bound to give me a panic attack and I wouldn't want to pay for them all the time anyway.
Any suggestions?
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