What video game to vicariously play. I love that I can just watch other people play games on Youtube. It’s almost like I’m playing, except I don’t have to have a device the game will play on, I don’t have to be any good, and I don’t spend hours getting lost (sometimes literally, even on occasion running around in circles and not realizing it, anyone who says all Aspies are good with directions clearly hasn’t met me ). But I’m not really in the mood for any of the ones I’m currently “playing.”
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"