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I love having a friend who also has autism. We can tease each other and make horrible jokes about it that I can't make with anyone else.

Tonight is weird.
Felt like time went really slower

So when I came back from another over 10 hour work, usually I just scroll through stuff and...
Usually time flies by, having to force myself to stop just so I could go to bed earlier or if I'm tired.

But not this time. I don't feel this head craving for more. Nor I feel tired enough to stop and wanting rest instead.

There's no internal traction to heave over.
There's no inertia right after.

Again with me and another of these weird days.
And the weirdest of all, all this time, at this particular cycle, this is me currently PMSing.

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Just dealing with authoritarianism on the rise

Technology has changed a lot over the past 100 years. The first TV sets had black and red screens the size of a postage stamp.

Dog food?

I wonder if I could live off dog food for a month.

The thumping bass at 2AM coming from the neighbor's place...

The next time I see my doctor I'm asking him to refer me to another doctor so I can go on HRT. I don't care what anyone says about it. I'm miserable with my body looking the way it does now and having people constantly misgender me.

I genuinely love how blunt my 10 y.o. autistic cousin is and how little of a filter she has. She says some f****d up s**t so matter-of-factly that it makes me laugh.

Most artists use computers to create their artwork now. Am I behind the times and no good at art because I still draw everything by hand, and when I try to draw anything with a computer it looks terrible because a computer mouse is very different from a pen? Even drawing with a stylus feels very alien compared to a pen. Maybe because I'm left handed?

You can use a scanner you know to scan in hand-drawn images to make them into a computer image file.

To moderate or abstain?

Having to a hard time trying either.
Former would make me slip really easily, latter requires something emotional... And I hate it.

Not talking about alcohols or drugs, but cravings and addictions nonetheless.

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Physical therapy went like s**t. </3 I hate myself and my autism. I hate interacting with doctors.

A need to go home to finish reading assignments for my class.

I freaking hate Command Hooks.
I could rant all night about them so don't get me started.