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So the chair(wo)man of Finland's more or less furthest in to the right political party got replaced today, and the new head is a woman. Personally, I'm very happy about this since the right side of politics is usually the one stomping on women's rights around the world, so her election might protect us women here in case some people in her political party try to trample our rights. Assuming she's not one to trample on them herself, of course. I haven't looked in to this enough yet to know what kind of woman we're talking about.

For the political party itself, this could very well be a make it or break it kind of turn. Since the woman was voted by it's members to lead the party, I'd like to believe that it won't get divided by this. However, I know that that specific group has some very old fashioned and right down misogynistic people supporting it, so it's bound to lose some support. I just wonder if it'll be enough to threaten the position the party has... then again, having a chairwoman now, it might attract some people to the party who've liked it's ideas before but have been doubtful about it due to political parties on the right having the reputation of harming women. Maybe this is a clear sign that despite being a party on the right, it won't be that kind of party.

A memory -- one of my funny monologue like comments in my head;


"I love him... Like a brother.
Sure, I admired him so. Perhaps the closest thing a person I'd ever truly idolized.
Even along his flaws, I simply feel nothing but an urge to be patient and to understand him.

Yeah, indeed it is love.

But what kind of love is this? I'm heck sure it ain't romantic.

Do I fantasized about him? Do I wanna smother him with sweet nothings? Do I ever envision calling me his girlfriend or something?
Do I wanna touch him or something? Gods, no! Yuck!! !

And do I ever felt any hint of jealousy when it comes to his girlfriend and crushes?
Hahahaha! No! I could care less about his love life! If anything, I'd tease him to be shipped and probably won't live it down.

In fact, I know him so much, that I'm hell sure I would never ever want or ever wish to be his 'lover'! !!
It'll desecrate our connection -- we'll dishonor ourselves with whatever his idea of romance is.

But yes, I do love him...

The idea that he dotes me, while I follow him around as I learn from him? Oh yes.
I'll serve him too as much as he wants to serve me.
We also bash our heads to each others like a pair of siblings and ain't so equal in terms seems so ideal.

Truly... I'm fulfilled.
I do not want anything more than that -- the fact that I love him like a brother.

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We're next to a construction site and watching the tower crane move stuff is really cool.

OMFG. My tooth hurts..

Was over a week ago, had stitches in it. Now it hurts more than it did maybe I should go back

I think I just had a conclusion...
.. I may have a form of thyroid issue. Or at least, a sensitivity of sorts.



My body is usually cold and had always known to intolerate cold. My hands and feet usually more so because of low blood pressure.
My body is only warm when it's ovulating or that the room temperature is, or that I do have fever.

One day on a grocery trip, I decided to just get my own salt -- I chose iodized salt and have it in the room where I eat more often.

Why?? Because the salt (rock salt) in the kitchen gets wet, also is somewhat mixed with MSG and some flavorless and hard stuff.


And... Yeah. It's been 5 days now since I kept adding iodized salt on my own food whenever I eat in the room.


Then... You know what?
My body starts becoming warmer. My sleep doesn't feel like I'm being dragged by sheer weight of gravity.

I'm past ovulation date. My body isn't this warm when I'm a week from getting the period.
Also I've been way less moody than usual. Still bored...

... And a bit hot. Literally.
But not the painful and discomforting type of heat -- this doesn't happen often, let alone days straight. And if I were neither sick or in a cycle, I'm usually pissed.


I'm far from pissed.
So... Yeah. I did some research -- about iodized salt.
First I've seen was some nationwide study about hypothyroidism, cognitive impairments and consuming iodized salt.

Then I dug a bit deeper.
I found connections between thyroid disorders and chronic fatigue symptoms.
And also how the thyroid function causes body temperature changes.

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Society's obsession with personal relationships, marriage, dating, sex, bullying anyone who doesn't fit their criteria of being "normal" and seeing how much damage this causes autistic people hurts me everytime i come to this site.

I wish i could help even some of the people who felt worthless and inadequate because of the sh***y people around them. Or rather, i wish those people could see their inherent value as a human being without anyone helping them.

Day is good. My head is good. So is the gut. There are no heavy like moments as if I'm running on fumes.



Still unaccustomed to this sort of body temperature.

It's raining now, and usually I should be shivering AND colder myself.
Now it seem I got enough body heat to not shiver while still feel the room temperature chill.

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It's cold today, but now I'm not used to the cold because it's been so hot for months, so I can't enjoy it.

Crash Bandicoot.

All cats are adorable and i miss mine so much.

I really want to smoke pot or drink alcohol, even though I don't normally like doing those things. I'm just stressed and would like my brain to calm down for a bit.

Drinking..
Smoking ...
Spitting some rap ...

There was a time when wine is good for babies, and that bananas are bad for them. This is not a random thought.


I'm pondering about parenting styles and advices, how it passed down or so-so...

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