^ My cousin, I feel the same. He's this extroverted guy, goes mountain climbing, skydiving, scuba diving, travels around world, has money, has lots of girlfriends, lots of friends, money, employed, parties much, drinks, full of energy. Basically everything I'm not.
I'm a loser in comparison. I don;t want to see him either. Can you imagine the conversation. "So what did you do this weekend Patrick?" err...nothing. I stayed inside and watched tv, surfed the internet. Yeah, I'm autistic okay! I'm autistic, what do you expect! My Life really sucks. Are you Happy! I'm a homebody. And you're a go-getter!
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Nobody likes me. It's all my fault. I never get a text. Never ever get a call. I cry all the night. Makes me sad, makes me mad. Way too late can't can't make up for it now. All the hate has built up. Sigh. People hate me a lot, People hate my family, People even hate my dog Spot!! ! Yes, even Spot!