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13 Feb 2023, 1:49 pm

I had the most awkward/embarrassing interaction while buying alcohol, and I want to die and cease to exist. Holy f**k. The dude recognized me and asked why I was buying more alcohol already.

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14 Feb 2023, 1:52 am

Tried holding my breath deeply and...

... Suddenly, my vision blacks out.
Like how it is sometimes when I stand up or move fast.

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14 Feb 2023, 5:34 am

What's my life worth? I want my damn refund.

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14 Feb 2023, 7:49 am

I was going to give my friend a Valentine's Day gift today, but since they were a dismissive as*hole to me w/ no remorse last night I don't really feel like doing that. I'm not feeling particularly lovey towards them right now.

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14 Feb 2023, 7:55 am

Kinda feel sad and feeling out of place because right now media is my only escape from life and almost all autistics in media are savants and I'm not (at least not that I've discovered) and feel Less Than.

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14 Feb 2023, 10:06 am

I don't know if being cooped up in my room for few days straight made me really sensitive to light that looking at lamppost lights hurt my eyes -- or was it just because I'm still sick?

But I don't care about that.
I just want to breathe freely. JUST LIKE I KEEP ASKING FOR SEVERAL TIMES A DAY FOR OVER 2 DECADES.

If things goes really well, my lungs and throat would be cleared up by tomorrow. At best, I may return to work tomorrow afternoon or the day after tomorrow.
I couldn't say the same with the damn nose though.

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14 Feb 2023, 10:59 am

Readydaer wrote:

I sincerely feel a great amount of emotional content that, your not feeling very good today at all, as I'm not either.

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14 Feb 2023, 11:00 am

not so wonderful, as I have no real life friends..

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14 Feb 2023, 12:10 pm

My daughter should totally go to the boxing gym. She's like a tiger on that punchbag.

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14 Feb 2023, 12:15 pm

Fairfield wrote:

I had the most awkward/embarrassing interaction while buying alcohol, and I want to die and cease to exist. Holy f**k. The dude recognized me and asked why I was buying more alcohol already.

WTF is that even allowed?
That's none of their business unless you're underaged or noticeably drunk.

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14 Feb 2023, 12:35 pm

longshot wrote:

Readydaer wrote:

I sincerely feel a great amount of emotional content that, your not feeling very good today at all, as I'm not either.

I'm never happy anymore and the only temporary relief is when all of my attention, ALL of it, is focused on one thing, typically only things that I like like video games, reading, watching videos about my interests. If I am ever aware that I exist and am seen and perceived and have a body I immediately lose all will to live and can't motivate myself to do anything. So yes, you are correct. Also, my special interests are completely useless in the real world, and what is useful I am not interested ENOUGH in.

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14 Feb 2023, 12:44 pm

Someone hurt my friend and I want to tear them down limb by limb.
I'm going to need a few deep breaths so I don't freak the f out.

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14 Feb 2023, 5:46 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:

Fairfield wrote:

I had the most awkward/embarrassing interaction while buying alcohol, and I want to die and cease to exist. Holy f**k. The dude recognized me and asked why I was buying more alcohol already.

WTF is that even allowed?
That's none of their business unless you're underaged or noticeably drunk.

I have no idea why he felt inclined to interrogate me about it. I'm pretty small + young though and was buying it by myself so maybe that's why. I doubt he'd say anything like that to anyone else. It was bizarre. lmao

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14 Feb 2023, 5:55 pm

Happy Valentine's Day, Fairfield! :heart:

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14 Feb 2023, 6:26 pm

Thank you, Isa! I love that. :heart:

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15 Feb 2023, 10:35 am

Trying to patiently make it to the end of the week, where upon I'll be able to go to the book shop

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