Since I overcame the source of my maladaptive daydreaming, it's gotten me to new heights.
Just like how I overcame my anxieties for good before I was 18. But that wasn't enough, I knew.
But what if this recent breakthrough isn't enough?
If I find them all, oh yeah, I will able to live my life the way I wanted.
The power to unlearn unwanted and unnecessary shite in my head that's been influencing my life without my say so...
And the power to learn and relearn what I choose to have in my life and anything that serves and benefits me.
SO...
What...
ELSE...
Are...
You...
Hiding?!
The damnable complexes trapped in my damn body!!
The shite you've been hiding from my conscious as a misleaded way to 'protect me'! !
The crappy subtle cycles that you've put me through in the name of 'preservation'! !
Here kitty, kitty, kitty ~
Come out, come out, whatever that is!! !
I know it's there. I can always feel it.
This subtle sense of fear, this subtle sense of defensiveness... ALLLLLLL of it. Subconscious shite, automatic subconscious judgments, all that programmed shite...
Come on! Stop being so sublime, hiding in the shadows!! !
Just let me give it a nonjudgmental bear hug.