i've just returend from going to a coffee and hanging out

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with a friend.
the point? i feel pretty bad in social interactions even with close friends.

it's like my head going to explode.

but my psychologist claims i enjoy this suffering and don't want to stop it.

i'm not sure if i want to continue that way.

at the coffee shop i felt i can't talk with my friend because there were people around.
so i just pretended feeling good while don't

A lot of my best times are when I go out for coffee with my friends.

I'd also like to say that in your case, your psychologist doesn't know what he's talking about. Nobody enjoys suffering and the experts have the wrong idea about that. I've been told by many teachers and counselors in high school that they thought I enjoyed suffering. I didn't enjoy suffering. I wanted to drop out of high school so I could be myself and not have to suffer anymore.

i see
so you are saying i'm not enjoying it probably.
i will ask her about it at tuesday
she tends to say things that other people don't agree with - but she said in the past that in case of love life she is willing to argue that i won't have success with normal women.

maybe i should really confront her with others' opinions..