The meaning of friendships = what exactly?

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It only took me until 21 to figure out that everyone around me will probably never see me again and are walking their different paths of life never to be seen again except for those small instances where you meet each other one day at 50 years old in a grocery isle. -rolls eyes-

I knew this but it never set in until now.

I got too attached to people in my previous college years thinking that I would see them all again in the near future.

o.O It's a lot easier when you are "In" a relationship and have nothing to worry about because there will always be someone who understands your history/problems/interests whereas not in one it is hard to find those select people who "do" indeed understand you but then they go their separate ways.

I'm eventually taking all of this newly earned knowledge and transfer to a college in Rhode Island maybe. :-/

All of these things that I feel I need to apologize for will still with me for life and makes me into this "lonely stalking predator" who searches for people via twitter or facebook to get re-in-contact with people I previously knew and send them anon-messages.

The meaning of friendships = what exactly?

I get too attached to people like personal belongings.

Eh... I wish I knew all of this stuff years ago.. I wouldn't have made so many dramatic appearances on campus seeking attention.. :-/