i have two.
they're both completely full, falling apart, with writing on top of writing-one can see i've made very good use of them.
one of them is missing it's cover and has some badly scrawled drivers ed notes, ripped out drawings, doodles and ramblings. the cover was of one of those japanese woodblock prints. that one also has my fold out map.
other one is black, i got it at the art museum gift shop.
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הייתי צוללת עכשיו למים
הכי, הכי עמוקים
לא לשמוע כלום
לא לדעת כלום
וזה הכל אהובי, זה הכל.