Is it weird that I don't want to celebrate the holidays anymore? I still like Christmas, but I get toooo tired if I go to family parties & I get very uncomfortable too. Since the holidays are coming, I know my family will get mad if I didn't go this year, I been not going to the parties for 2 years. It's not my fault that I change. If I explain to them, they wouldn't care, my family can be so selfish & hard to get along with, it's sad, but it's true. If I do go, they will be happy, but I will be sooooo bored & uncomfortable.