how can the universe create something that has and wants no role in it.
I have been stuck here for so many years trying to cope with a life that isn't worth living but I'm not going to do it anymore. I don't know how to end my life though.
How can I escape this pathetic reality? I am unwilling to put significant effort into anything so.. is there any way?
has anyone ever gotten close to thinking themselves out of existence? that would probably be my best bet since I do so much of it already.
but really, I know there is no escape and there is no solution.
there is so much rage inside me and there is no where to put it. f**k this insufficient universe and all the scummy humans that are part of it.
do you hate me yet? because you should.
20 Mar 2018, 11:56 am
