Battles of the Mind.

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For a while now my mind has been going through a wierd battle. Don't ask me why. But somehow my fantacy thinking and my real life thinking have been in a battle where they must align up to each others thoughts. My fantacy thinking is the thinking I go into when I dream. My real life thinking is the thinking that I do while I am awake.
Somehow there is an importance and significance to this while I am in my dreams but when I wake up it does not mean a lot.
This has been going on for.... Well. Certainly since I've been on this site. The same simple alignment dream or thought concept repeating itself over and over to the point of boredom?

I have not been too well the last few days (Since the 2nd) so I might not be thinking straight.

All I can say is there is a faint wild west saloon sort of background with the fantacy mind with the wild west piano playing, but at a distance, and both are trying to align up with an X... As if one stretched ones body into an X formation. Not that one is making an X. Is more a heart mind thing somehow.

In my case, I'm ending my 'stories'.
Even better -- my point of references are actually 10 years of personal online history that are best to visit, but not stay. I'm no longer going to stay at it now because it's getting too old now.
That history is starting a new chapter into the present alright and this time it's serious. There's no play thing involve now.

Especially the one's I've been playing endless times already, be it as good or dramatic as it seem -- I chose to end; the book ends. Just focus on the 'here' and especially the now.

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