In a small shop if I feel a partial shutdown coming I usually have enough time to either make my way out and find somewhere to recover or if I have a full shutdown I can find somewhere out the way so I can be on the floor or lying on a bench like seat so no one will notice.
But in a large store I not only have a lot further to go if I have to deal with a shutdown event but I have shop security that pick up on my odd behaviour ad follow me through the store, which gives me major anxiety and I have to drop everything (Or not buy anything) and quickly leave the store to avoid a shutdown. This means that I end up being banned from stores when I have not stolen anything, but because it looks like I am acting like I am.
Since covid things are 100 times worse because they have one aay systems and queues. It it the queueing where I am most likely to get a shutdown as I don't like being trapped and hemmed in. In the past before covid I would be walking round a store in a loop for several minutes or more waiting for the checkout queues to go down so I felt safe to queue in one. No chance of doing that under lockdown with their one way isle systems so supermarkets and most larger shops are no go areas for me.
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