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C is for cookie, that’s good enough for me!

4.20ish.. There was still some time before the next med was due and I'd changed him n put on his fave show. Didn't strap him down as he was going to be strapped in chair for almost or over an hour shortly anyway n felt he needed to get all his energy out.

Had as usual spent hours next to him n bro indoors n outdoors using this website in lulls when i had to sit with him but maintain some focus on him still so cdnt do something like read book (which he kept trying to rip spontaneously when i was stupid snoygh to try around 3)
He was shrieking with laughter boinging on sofa (sitting n standing up then bouncinh back) and safe. Happy. Looking after him is exhausting for many reasons trying to keep him happy and sensory overload..

as well as watching n being wary of mood n interest changing n adjusting accordingly or rewinding same 5 seconds again n again that keep changing..
up and down round n round games..etc then trying to inject educational material as much as his patience will allow etc

So i went up to lay next to funny one until those 10 min were over. I was hoping to get enough of a sensory break to be able to go back n sit there with him fr the next 60+ minutes during the feed..

Suddenly i heard water..
Went down. N sure enough.. Disaster. Takes him 5 minutes..

Water had also been poured into the air vents.. Thus spreading thru pipes perhaps causing internal damahe as has happened before..

Spent next hour n a half cleaning it n knowing this was just an addon to the already beyond hope home..plus knowing this will be my life for the rest of my life..

Gate? He's broken them meaning nailed down metal ones. Door? Passwageway isnt the right width n second too expensive..

yesterday he used the time i weny to the. Washroom to smear vaseline all over kitchen floor n empty food m fridge scattering food everywhere..
Broken tops off new body mist perfumes n bitten the stick rendering it unusable..

Practicing more scrawls and scratches.

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I'm someone who loves the dolphins and the cheese

Been invited to a party , younger people ,, not sure what to do was invited by the boys father , a graduation party.
Seriously doubt these types will be wearing masks . Partying in the age of covid.

For the 1983 Oscars, the Academy disqualified Tron for the Academy Award for Best Visual Effects because the Academy viewed computers as a cheating method to create backgrounds and special effects.

However, the Academy did award Tron an honorary Oscar fifteen years later
for Technical Achievement during the 1998 Oscars.

i'm turning into that man i saw who gave the speech at my friend's mom's funeral.. who was not nice.. at all..
i felt bad for him then (pity) but also annoyed and angry later when i learned from XH (after glimpsing and then asking) that the arbitrary "men's section"he had was actually for everyone and was so spacious and empty unnecessarily..
when he had squished all the grieving ladies into a crowded classroom in the basement!!
maybe he was stupid and didn't realize, but the men could have looked at the place we were being sent to, and said something, surely?!

and spoken disparagingly/rudely (which made me angry, too)

A lady in green, stomping on the floor.
P-I-S-S-E-D OFF.

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Raindrops keep falling on my head...

At least, I hope they're raindrops and not bird droppings. I really ought to think about getting an umbrella.

If you go to NTs. Party. Regardless of how many people are there be prepared to have your conversation stifled. No matter how hard you try to be nice . Thought I was not keeping up with a conversation but they were just rude , and that was the hostess after just a few minutes..... guess it does ‘nt get better as you get older. Even in a mixed crowd
It they all appear to be NTs.

shh!
YOU'RE the one with ALL the defects, not THEM! they were born perfect