Stupid incoherent rant

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How many of you don't mind when people don't like what you're doing, and instead of insulting what you're doing you insult you?

How many people have so much steam to blow off that they just can't contain themselves when they see something stupid; they just HAVE to explode and thne jsut keep picking and picking and pecking at the person involved, and just can't get it out of yur mind because it's just so annoying to you?

How many people would love to do something, deep down inside, and instinctively or emotionally know it's right, but intellectually and rationally and logically they know it's wrong? And they suppres themselves, telling themselves they need caution, but they're so understimulated from being cautious for so long that they just explode? And don't end up doing anything, productive or otherwise?

How many people try to go over every detail of a scheme, plan, idea or whatever, either to make sure everything is right or nothing is wrong with it, and then they get so bogged down in the detailks that they never get to the bigger picture? If you know what I mean, of course.

How many people here half know that someone who bothers the s**t out of them but means well means well and is a good person and has his/her own feelings and reasons for saying what they say, but the other half of them just wants to torture that person to death, to insult them and kick them until the blood runs? They're not diplomatic with me? Then I won't be understanding ofthem either, and they'll see what it feels like!

Does a part of you know you should be understanding and why but the other part of you just wants to blow off steam and kick their head in and show them what it feels like to be persecuted?

Do you eventually give up on the people you're supposed to love and try to help and just leave them even though they're your whole life, and then you realize what you've done and hae to start all over again with a new group of people?

Is this all from one particular incident... several, or are you just musing?

I think two of them are from two incidents, and those and the others all from one particular one. Why can't I take criticism?


When someone compliments me, it goes right to my head.


When someone insults or criticizes me, it goes right to my head.


Not that I believe them. It's not that; I may be a fool but I'm not a gullible fool. My problem is that it bothers me that they think that way about me, because I guess my ego needs to be burst.

I don't know what's worse-- being ignored, or being talked about with disgust, derision and disdain.

"These people"... when referring to me... UGH! /why not just have some guts and say, "These scum", "these vermin", "these useless eaters"? "These criminals", "These idiots", "These morons", "These pieces of s**t". Why not just blow off your steam on me, and then I can blow off mine on you.

I'm a disgrace. Forget it.