Have you ever been really close to killing someone?

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Have you ever been really close to killing someone?

Myself, a couple times.

I'm glad we both avoided death so that we could tell each other about it :>

never (though im not so sure about my avatar )

Myself as well one too many times while under the influence. It won't ever happen again.

Myself.

I almost died once from alcohol poisoning. I drank close to 30 shots of vodka in about 2 and a half hours. Me and my brother watched a bit of Napoleon Dynamite and then we downed the remaining vodka that was in the 40 ounce bottle. I can pretty much remember everything up until blacking out in the bathroom. I guess that I must have somehow made it to my couch because I woke up on the couch at around 4:30 AM covered in vomit. I spent 15 hours straight vomiting. I felt really dizzy, my kidneys were burning and my heartbeat was irregular. For the next few days these symptoms persisted so I decided to make an appointment with a doctor. I was terrified that I suffered quite severe brain damage from the alcohol poisoning because my symptoms didn't go away for a month.

Sorry for using "I" at the beginning of every sentence.

BTW, I HAVE felt like killing people before. I can name a few people. A couple of my old friends, a friend of one of my friends, my brother and my sister, one of my uncles.... Sometimes rage boils up inside of me to the point where I feel that I will no longer be able to suppress my anger anymore. It actually scares me sometimes.

Ex boss, ex girlfriend, 2 of my ex friends that slept with my ex girlfriend, need I go on?

Yes, multiple times. Though I should note that I hardly ever feel that way nowadays.

Can't say that I have.

All too often. Oddly enough, I haven't gone through it just yet

I came close to killing myself, while I was in high school.

I've actually came close to killing my uncle for the way he treated me and my sister when our dad died. Dad was buried one day when our uncle started taking dad's assets for himself. That was the ultimate act of betrayal. I actually had a plan to kill him but I began thinking of the consequences and didn't do it.

Yes, there were a few people I really wanted to kill, and it is one of the reasons I never bought a gun, and I'm not even kidding about that! I knew that if I had one I would use it, and I did not want to ruin my life out of anger.

Now that I have my own place I don't feel that way anymore, because I feel less vulnerable about everything.

Although when they attacked NYC (where I live), I did go back into kill mode, but I guess everybody did.