randomness, can quit explain it, getting stuff of my chest

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i dont get it when i (a man of 15) listerns to tchaikovsky and gets shunned for it at school, when the people doing the shunning listern to music that sounds like a million fire engines crashing into a million ambulances, What The f**k?

why is it whenever i play an evil character (im also an actor) i get to far into the role, like ill be playing the part and i just enjoy doing the role, is that normal?

i am so sick of people saying im wierd, but i especially hate it when they dont say it to my face (i dont get that part either)
rrally, thier the ones that a different (i say different inteased of wierd

is it normal to want to kill someone, like really kill someone, or many (...)

rejection, dont get me started

why can my parent swear around me nd im not alowwed to?

would it be wierd for a non gothic person to date a gothic person? just checking for future references

im beggining to think that i might be a bit older than i think, i find my self not understanng many thing my age grouo say, rusherfag, haxor, no life loser, IMBALANCE, anyway, is that just aspergers or something more?

if i come out of the closet about my sexuality, what will happen, obviously many people will say "wtf" but then what?i mean i dont camp it up, im to much of a bloke for that (i hope im to much of a bloke 0_o)

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Hmmm...

Honestly, I've felt like that sometimes before. It's not normal, but the solution depends very much on the specific situation. In general, I'd say that you should count to ten, think to yourself what can be done so that a nuisance stops being a nuisance, without freaking out. One of the main things to remember is that you should never give someone else the satisfaction of ruining your life.

But yes, I've been so angry at some people at times, I could have gone for the kill.
Nah. I'm not a goth, and I was head over heels for this gothic girl one time. We were very close.At 16/17 I got slightly disappointed and tired of my generation. I didn't understand the reigning subculture (which was influenced by gangsta rap), and I didn't understand much of the slang of my generation. I guess it just means that you're not running with the pack; that's not a bad thing.This is a toughie. Again, it depends on surroundings and situation, really.

(And I don't 'camp it up' either; I'm bi, 'but' I used to be very much a boys' boy myself.)

tk: in a couple of years it won't matter if someone was popular or got a fake ID to buy booze, believe me.