23 Aug 2010, 7:05 am
lostonearth35 wrote:
I am sick sick SICK of hearing how thin OTHER people with Aspergers are all the time!! ! 
I have had obesity problems my whole freaking life!
I once weighed around 280 lbs but after spending each day walking for hours and hours and drinking enough water to fill a swimming pool I went down to 160. That was hen i was still in my twenties, but now I'm 36 and I weigh 220 lbs now. I hate my body and I hate myself. I am in a nearly constant state of misery and frustration because of it and it is a problem I will have FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! ! I can't even eat "normal" food. I dread holidays and other occasions where there is food and I'm afraid I'll lose control and keep eating until I gain another 20 lbs. Sometimes I try losing weight by taking laxatives, or if I've eaten too much of anything I try to work out longer and harder but I gain weight anyway. I told my mom the other day that I may have a mild eating disorder but she didn't believe me. I hate hate HATE myself, I can't stand it and I WANT TO DIE!! !! !
I have had obesity problems my whole freaking life!
I once weighed around 280 lbs but after spending each day walking for hours and hours and drinking enough water to fill a swimming pool I went down to 160. That was hen i was still in my twenties, but now I'm 36 and I weigh 220 lbs now. I hate my body and I hate myself. I am in a nearly constant state of misery and frustration because of it and it is a problem I will have FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! ! I can't even eat "normal" food. I dread holidays and other occasions where there is food and I'm afraid I'll lose control and keep eating until I gain another 20 lbs. Sometimes I try losing weight by taking laxatives, or if I've eaten too much of anything I try to work out longer and harder but I gain weight anyway. I told my mom the other day that I may have a mild eating disorder but she didn't believe me. I hate hate HATE myself, I can't stand it and I WANT TO DIE!! !! ! Other people with aspergers aren't thin. I have polycystic ovaries and look like i'm pregnant all the time. I also love food too much and not eating it would make my life not worth living. I live to eat.
To the people talking about BMI: Also I agree with how BMI is stupid. It doens't ake muscle into account, and you can't tell me a muscular woman of 5 foot 10 is "overweight" where as a chubby 5 foot 6 woman is on the upper end of "healthy".
23 Aug 2010, 7:31 am
23 Aug 2010, 7:49 am
lostonearth35 wrote:
I am sick sick SICK of hearing how thin OTHER people with Aspergers are all the time!! !
I have had obesity problems my whole freaking life! I once weighed around 280 lbs but after spending each day walking for hours and hours and drinking enough water to fill a swimming pool I went down to 160. That was hen i was still in my twenties, but now I'm 36 and I weigh 220 lbs now. I hate my body and I hate myself. I am in a nearly constant state of misery and frustration because of it and it is a problem I will have FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! ! I can't even eat "normal" food. I dread holidays and other occasions where there is food and I'm afraid I'll lose control and keep eating until I gain another 20 lbs. Sometimes I try losing weight by taking laxatives, or if I've eaten too much of anything I try to work out longer and harder but I gain weight anyway. I told my mom the other day that I may have a mild eating disorder but she didn't believe me. I hate hate HATE myself, I can't stand it and I WANT TO DIE!! !! !
I have had obesity problems my whole freaking life!
I once weighed around 280 lbs but after spending each day walking for hours and hours and drinking enough water to fill a swimming pool I went down to 160. That was hen i was still in my twenties, but now I'm 36 and I weigh 220 lbs now. I hate my body and I hate myself. I am in a nearly constant state of misery and frustration because of it and it is a problem I will have FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! ! I can't even eat "normal" food. I dread holidays and other occasions where there is food and I'm afraid I'll lose control and keep eating until I gain another 20 lbs. Sometimes I try losing weight by taking laxatives, or if I've eaten too much of anything I try to work out longer and harder but I gain weight anyway. I told my mom the other day that I may have a mild eating disorder but she didn't believe me. I hate hate HATE myself, I can't stand it and I WANT TO DIE!! !! ! I understand how you feel. I gained a lot of weight when I hit puberty at age 10 and have never got to be a "beautiful girl."
I was 140 when I was 16. Now I'm 244(ish) at age 21. I live with my grandmother so dieting is really hard since all she wants to eat are the most unhealthy of things. I have been resisting so far but I can't wait to get back to college where I can make sure that I eat right because no one else will be pressuring me to eat anything. I'll be the one in control. I'm working out a lot, and I hope I can keep that up when I'm at school. At least I'll be walking everywhere. Just keep at it and know that you aren't alone in this. *nod nod*
23 Aug 2010, 6:15 pm
Erisad wrote:
lostonearth35 wrote:
I am sick sick SICK of hearing how thin OTHER people with Aspergers are all the time!! !
I have had obesity problems my whole freaking life! I once weighed around 280 lbs but after spending each day walking for hours and hours and drinking enough water to fill a swimming pool I went down to 160. That was hen i was still in my twenties, but now I'm 36 and I weigh 220 lbs now. I hate my body and I hate myself. I am in a nearly constant state of misery and frustration because of it and it is a problem I will have FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! ! I can't even eat "normal" food. I dread holidays and other occasions where there is food and I'm afraid I'll lose control and keep eating until I gain another 20 lbs. Sometimes I try losing weight by taking laxatives, or if I've eaten too much of anything I try to work out longer and harder but I gain weight anyway. I told my mom the other day that I may have a mild eating disorder but she didn't believe me. I hate hate HATE myself, I can't stand it and I WANT TO DIE!! !! !
I have had obesity problems my whole freaking life!
I once weighed around 280 lbs but after spending each day walking for hours and hours and drinking enough water to fill a swimming pool I went down to 160. That was hen i was still in my twenties, but now I'm 36 and I weigh 220 lbs now. I hate my body and I hate myself. I am in a nearly constant state of misery and frustration because of it and it is a problem I will have FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! ! I can't even eat "normal" food. I dread holidays and other occasions where there is food and I'm afraid I'll lose control and keep eating until I gain another 20 lbs. Sometimes I try losing weight by taking laxatives, or if I've eaten too much of anything I try to work out longer and harder but I gain weight anyway. I told my mom the other day that I may have a mild eating disorder but she didn't believe me. I hate hate HATE myself, I can't stand it and I WANT TO DIE!! !! ! I understand how you feel. I gained a lot of weight when I hit puberty at age 10 and have never got to be a "beautiful girl."
I was 140 when I was 16. Now I'm 244(ish) at age 21. I live with my grandmother so dieting is really hard since all she wants to eat are the most unhealthy of things. I have been resisting so far but I can't wait to get back to college where I can make sure that I eat right because no one else will be pressuring me to eat anything. I'll be the one in control. I'm working out a lot, and I hope I can keep that up when I'm at school. At least I'll be walking everywhere. Just keep at it and know that you aren't alone in this. *nod nod*
yknow, erisad, i've been noticing your attitude is more positive lately. you really love being at school don't you? it must feel so freeing to be away from the family home.
23 Aug 2010, 6:18 pm
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