I'm currently on four medications to handle bipolar II:
Lexapro (40mg)
Lamictal (300mg)
Wellbutrin XL (300mg)
Zyprexa (5mg)
I inherited my mother's SEVERE PMDD and it absolutely wreaks havoc on my system every month. I get suicidal while in the throes of it and do stupid things like putting knives to my hands and arms to see how hard I can press without drawing blood.
My mother has been suggesting birth control as a hormonal treatment for a while now; I balked due to increased cancer risk and difficulties if (and it is a HUGE if) I ever want to have children. After my last wild, violent desire to slice myself open I agreed to try it.
It's been three weeks and I seem to be dealing with a low level of depression daily save some moments where I really wanted to cut myself - but not much else. I take my 21st pill tonight and I'm really scared about what I'll be like once my period starts.
Has anyone else done this?
I wasn't sure whether to put this in The Haven or here. Mods, please move this if it is not an appropriate topic for this forum.