I am looking for females (sexual orentation unimportant) who would be willing to discuss sexual issues, preferably in PM's. (It's a bit of an uncomfortable subject for me.)
For the record, I was never sexually abused, that I am aware of.
I don't think I've ever really felt comfortable with my sexuality. I have a really hard time even discussing things with my husband. (He's not the issue, trust me on that.)
I think I may have just gotten overwhelmed years ago by something I wasn't ready to handle (but thought I was), and have retreated as a result. Now I have lots of issues, and no solutions.
I don't think my development was "normal" looking back. (No, I don't mean physically.) I'm not sure why. I don't remember "examining" family pets or anything like that, or "playing doctor", or really having any curiousity at all until I was a teenager.
My problems are a constant source of ongoing frustration. As hard as this is for me, if someone out there can be of some help, then it's worth the shot.
I'm not comfortable getting any more descriptive on a public board, but don't know how else to maybe find people.
Any takers?