DandelionFireworks wrote:
Yet another poll! I'm doing a whole lot lately.
It seems like there's a great deal of diversity. So what's your style of autism?
They'd make really long poll options, so I'm listing them here with numbers. Pick the number that corresponds to the way you think.
1. Intelligent and intellectual. You enjoy working with theories and ideas. You're anything but unemotional, though, and probably have strong values and feelings. Your executive function could charitably be called awful. You may be asocial. I fit this category. I'm pretty sure Callista (chaoticidealism.livejournal.com) fits, too, though of course I should be careful saying something about someone else.
2. "Robotic" and not particularly interested in people or relationships. Not social, not socially skilled with anyone, autistic or not. Very logical. You aren't necessarily devoid of emotions, but if I had to pick someone to impersonate a Vulcan, it would be you. I can't think of anyone that I know is like this on WP.
3. You dislike anything as abstract as my post. You don't really "get" language, but may use it better than you understand it. You don't particularly like other symbols, either. You don't do very well at starting things off on your own, at least not compared to how well you do them in response to an external stimulus (triggered). anbuend (standard disclaimer about saying stuff about other people) fits this category. Her blog is at ballastexistenz.autistics.org and has more in-depth explanations of what I'm getting at.
Anyway, I'm SURE I've left some people out. Please speak up if I have! I want to hear from you. Please tell me if you dislike these categories for any reason. Also, please tell me if you have more information relating to these categories.
I don't fall into either. I do have emotions but my husband says I don't show them much and have a hard time expressing them. (Having anxiety or a meltdown doesn't count or crying?). I don't think my executive function is awful because I can do things. And I can be sociable but then it wears me out. I prefer to be alone and do my own thing.
I am not into having friends either or going to social gatherings but I wanted to have kids and I sure didn't want to be a single mom so I needed to find someone but he had to be the right person. I tend to be logical but I am not a robot but both my ex's felt I was.
So I am mixed with one and two but not all of it applies.
I have a hard time understanding what I am reading so I have to read it over and over to try and get it, does that count as not getting language?
I never liked categories because then it leaves people out and can make them feel bad like they are nothing.