No matter what I do, no matter how hard I try it keeps coming back too me, I try to reinvent myself but it always falters maybe its just because I don't know who I really am at my core. It seems to me my greatest joys come from my passions which are becoming tiresome. I want to move on to other interests, but I just can't make any progress My family has recklessly disbanded, with my mom & dad incarcerated, I have been separated from my siblings and am living with my cousin. And its been like this for almost 2 years now. I just need a way to structure myself so I can move past myself.